Jul 21, 2008 15:49
So I am done with summer classes. And i am really happy but i am also kinda sad becauase now i am going to have nothing to do for like three weeks. I have no roomates here at the current moment, and yes it is very nice but its also kinda boring and lonely. I feel like i did when i lived by myself. It was fun for a while but its way expensive and it just gets old. I would go to the pool but its so fliiping hot out here and my electric bill is always ridicuous so i dont really want to have to pay for it. I dont even get to work friday, sat, sun or monday because they are refinishing the basketball courts and raquetball courts so i really dont knwo what i am going to do with myself. I am not broke by any means but i have a feeling i may need to save up b/c of the electric bill that will be coming up next month. Since i have no roomates they will not have to pay it, and since my air conditioning is ass old and ga power triples the rate in the summer it will probably somewhere around 200. GARG! At least for the fall, my rent will be paid for the five months i have left here.
and i really have no idea where to go once i am done. I was looking into the peace corps but i have too many loans and they cant be defered if i do get accepeted but i am not going to be abel to pay the interest while i am in some foreign country.
I have been looking into being a counselor for teenagers with behavioral problems. You basically live in the wilderness with them and work for like six days 24/7 and then you get like three off. Its only like 23,000 but its a hell of a lot more than i make more and i wouldnt have to pay for housing and I def. wouldnt be around civilization so i wouldnt be spending money on alcohol or other stupid crap i mught buy. Plus i always said i wanted to do something with kids and the outdoors. And if that doesnt work out i am looking into several non-civilian jobs with the air force, so i guess at least i feel like there is something out there i may be able to do.
I do want to go to grad school but there is no point if i dont know what i want to study or what i want to do with the rest of my life. There is no point in going more into debt and forcing myself to do another twp years of lectures and work... no thanks!!!
anyway thats about all thats going on, i have a feeling this is going to be the longest semester of my life but we will see...