hanging in....
so its my last summer as an undergrad and probably the last time I will evr just get to sit and contemplate the future and while i have responsibilities, i know i will only get more as i get older...
it seems like things are coming together and falling apart more than ever before. All of my bestest friedsn in the world are leaving, moving on with thier life and going out there to conquor the world and... i am still in statesboro... lol
well at least for six more months. I am crazy excited about graduating and leaving but ihave to say that sometimes i feel like i will never get past it I mean i have been in school since i was five... thats almost twenty years. Twenty years of studying, lectures, and expecting to cram and then you just kinda go into the real world... thats kinda weird to me...
it kinda feels like losing someone that was so close to you, not that i am going to miss having to wake up early and pay tuition but then again, it will be the same thing just in a different way. Waking up early for a job, paying even more bills...
I just dont know how i feel right now... i feel stuck, confused, excited and tired all at once....
ad i just got really sleepy but i will write more on this later...
it seems like things are coming together and falling apart more than ever before. All of my bestest friedsn in the world are leaving, moving on with thier life and going out there to conquor the world and... i am still in statesboro... lol
well at least for six more months. I am crazy excited about graduating and leaving but ihave to say that sometimes i feel like i will never get past it I mean i have been in school since i was five... thats almost twenty years. Twenty years of studying, lectures, and expecting to cram and then you just kinda go into the real world... thats kinda weird to me...
it kinda feels like losing someone that was so close to you, not that i am going to miss having to wake up early and pay tuition but then again, it will be the same thing just in a different way. Waking up early for a job, paying even more bills...
I just dont know how i feel right now... i feel stuck, confused, excited and tired all at once....
ad i just got really sleepy but i will write more on this later...