homcoming= awesomeness!!!!
so this week was homecoming and i hate to say that i was not very school spirited for the week. i did however tailgate before the game, and actually go to the game. i went out this weekened too which was awesome for me since i really was not feeling it but i made myself go and i had a blast.
friday jody and i boycotted the parade for really no particular reason we just didnt want to go. we went to sonic and ate fatning food instead. ha ha ha! anyway then we went to awesome abs at the RAC, saw john and talked to him about the party that night and told him we would meet up with him later. we went over to the party at like 10ish i think i dunno but anyway i saw CJ was was crazy!! i forgot he lived there, ha ha ha. met his roomates and some of his freinds talked to them and saw john too which was great because it had been way too long. i miss my sweet tea! lol. so anyway then we left and went up to stadium tavern and met up with oliver, heath and that whole gang. turns out chris was there along with jacob! oh i had so much fun. chris's friend tyson kept using chessy pick up lines on me. i met some guy from myspace too which was so random. he was like hey, are you on myspace and i was like yeah. he said ohh well i am so and so. it was so random!!! i didnt think stuff like that actually happened. it also amazes me how many people know each other , i hate to sound like a ride at disney but it really is a small world . i crashed at about 2:30 and wokr up the next morning to go tailgating with oliver heath and thier freinds. we went to the game and i got to see erin and greg, craig, jt, martin, basically everybody. needless to say i was really busy talking and i didnt really watch the game. although i did learn something about football but i told them i would forget it and looke there... i already did. ha ha ha. oliver, jody and i went to dinner and mark called me on the way home and wanted me to come over to jay's so i went home and did. of course ben was there, but it got weird later on in the night... more on that later. anyway so i also got to see ben;s old roomate jake and i had no idea that is who he was. it was kinda funny. i miss those people, they might drink excesivly but they are all really chill and cool as hell. oh i saw patrick too!! yey! i ended up leaving pretty early cause i told rodger i woud hang out with him since i never see him. rodger rodger.. its gonna be sad when he graduamactes and i dont ever get to see him cept when he graduates. wh had a lot of fun. john l. ended up coming over too and they were being funny like they always are. i love it! anyway so i really didnt want to go to the party at michelle's but i went anyway. oh, i was sp proud of myself. paul walked out and i walked right by him and didnt look his way or say hi. because i am mean and was yes trying to be mean. actually i just didnt want to get shit from his g/f because last time i was there he claimed he didnt want to start anything so thats all i was doing... lol yeah right. we are not gonna be friends for a long time if ever again and maybe it is just time i accept that. its really sad he is in a relationship and ditching all his friends but whatever it is his loss. he will get it one day... maybe. i keep hearing crap about his g/f too which i dont like. i mean it is non of my business but i just wish people would leave them alone and let them figure it out.i say that about everyones relationship not just because i dated him. i dont like to judge people based on other's judgements or try to act like the know what is good for other people. no more drama!! lol. anyway yeah i do do it sometimes too but i try not too. i am thrilled he broke up with me because i am having a blast going out and i have met so many awesome people that i prolly would not know had we stayed together. if anything the breakup has only helped me. i know i always come back to it too but ya know at that point it was a big deal in my life and i dont want to forget what it did or how much i have changed for the better.
so anyway back to the whole ben thing. i was supposed to hang out with kyle but he was doing the boy thing and being flakey which is cool i sometimes do it too but yeah its annoying. he wanted to hang out but then said i am goning to a late nite. so my throat was hurting by this point from talking so much, ha ha so i went home to watch a movie. well ben calls me and is like i dont want to be over here anymore but i cant drive so i told him i would come get him and he could stay here because i mean its ben and i didnt want him to be stuck with people that were smoking when he didnt want to. so anyway he kept talking aboyt how if he and i had gotten together and it just made me very uncomfortable. like he kpet trying to flirt with me and i was thinking this is not cool, you have a g/f and i dont like you like that anymore. of course he sorta got the clue but not really. i dont know i just am not sure i trust him as much because its been a while and i dont like the fact that he has a girlfreind and is talking about what would have been if i was dateing a guy i wouldnt want him to talk like that... anyway so i ended up going to sleep and i woke up this afternoon and he was gone so whatever. i guess he walked back to jay;s instead of waking me up to drive him which i gladly would have done. anyway so it looks like mark actually asked me on a date i think. he asked me to come over today to make dinner and watch a movie with no alcohol. its about damn time!! lol now if it will actually happen we shall see. lol anyway i have to go start on my homeowork. i hate sunday's- homework homework homework! ahh well i wouldnt want a carrer! be good kids!!!
friday jody and i boycotted the parade for really no particular reason we just didnt want to go. we went to sonic and ate fatning food instead. ha ha ha! anyway then we went to awesome abs at the RAC, saw john and talked to him about the party that night and told him we would meet up with him later. we went over to the party at like 10ish i think i dunno but anyway i saw CJ was was crazy!! i forgot he lived there, ha ha ha. met his roomates and some of his freinds talked to them and saw john too which was great because it had been way too long. i miss my sweet tea! lol. so anyway then we left and went up to stadium tavern and met up with oliver, heath and that whole gang. turns out chris was there along with jacob! oh i had so much fun. chris's friend tyson kept using chessy pick up lines on me. i met some guy from myspace too which was so random. he was like hey, are you on myspace and i was like yeah. he said ohh well i am so and so. it was so random!!! i didnt think stuff like that actually happened. it also amazes me how many people know each other , i hate to sound like a ride at disney but it really is a small world . i crashed at about 2:30 and wokr up the next morning to go tailgating with oliver heath and thier freinds. we went to the game and i got to see erin and greg, craig, jt, martin, basically everybody. needless to say i was really busy talking and i didnt really watch the game. although i did learn something about football but i told them i would forget it and looke there... i already did. ha ha ha. oliver, jody and i went to dinner and mark called me on the way home and wanted me to come over to jay's so i went home and did. of course ben was there, but it got weird later on in the night... more on that later. anyway so i also got to see ben;s old roomate jake and i had no idea that is who he was. it was kinda funny. i miss those people, they might drink excesivly but they are all really chill and cool as hell. oh i saw patrick too!! yey! i ended up leaving pretty early cause i told rodger i woud hang out with him since i never see him. rodger rodger.. its gonna be sad when he graduamactes and i dont ever get to see him cept when he graduates. wh had a lot of fun. john l. ended up coming over too and they were being funny like they always are. i love it! anyway so i really didnt want to go to the party at michelle's but i went anyway. oh, i was sp proud of myself. paul walked out and i walked right by him and didnt look his way or say hi. because i am mean and was yes trying to be mean. actually i just didnt want to get shit from his g/f because last time i was there he claimed he didnt want to start anything so thats all i was doing... lol yeah right. we are not gonna be friends for a long time if ever again and maybe it is just time i accept that. its really sad he is in a relationship and ditching all his friends but whatever it is his loss. he will get it one day... maybe. i keep hearing crap about his g/f too which i dont like. i mean it is non of my business but i just wish people would leave them alone and let them figure it out.i say that about everyones relationship not just because i dated him. i dont like to judge people based on other's judgements or try to act like the know what is good for other people. no more drama!! lol. anyway yeah i do do it sometimes too but i try not too. i am thrilled he broke up with me because i am having a blast going out and i have met so many awesome people that i prolly would not know had we stayed together. if anything the breakup has only helped me. i know i always come back to it too but ya know at that point it was a big deal in my life and i dont want to forget what it did or how much i have changed for the better.
so anyway back to the whole ben thing. i was supposed to hang out with kyle but he was doing the boy thing and being flakey which is cool i sometimes do it too but yeah its annoying. he wanted to hang out but then said i am goning to a late nite. so my throat was hurting by this point from talking so much, ha ha so i went home to watch a movie. well ben calls me and is like i dont want to be over here anymore but i cant drive so i told him i would come get him and he could stay here because i mean its ben and i didnt want him to be stuck with people that were smoking when he didnt want to. so anyway he kept talking aboyt how if he and i had gotten together and it just made me very uncomfortable. like he kpet trying to flirt with me and i was thinking this is not cool, you have a g/f and i dont like you like that anymore. of course he sorta got the clue but not really. i dont know i just am not sure i trust him as much because its been a while and i dont like the fact that he has a girlfreind and is talking about what would have been if i was dateing a guy i wouldnt want him to talk like that... anyway so i ended up going to sleep and i woke up this afternoon and he was gone so whatever. i guess he walked back to jay;s instead of waking me up to drive him which i gladly would have done. anyway so it looks like mark actually asked me on a date i think. he asked me to come over today to make dinner and watch a movie with no alcohol. its about damn time!! lol now if it will actually happen we shall see. lol anyway i have to go start on my homeowork. i hate sunday's- homework homework homework! ahh well i wouldnt want a carrer! be good kids!!!