SOBER DATING
love is crazy.
i dont know what the fuck the
other person is doing when
im not there
and i dont wanna fucking care
but i do.
i used to be the one using
and maybe the abuse meant
attention
and they were scared enuff to
hit me which meant they
felt something
anger out of jealousy
meant they were afraid of
loosing me
i was valuable
they needed me
dating the socially ept is
terrible.
they dont respond to my
medically diagnosed tendencies
they do normal things
think normal thoughts
and dont put things up their
noses
im trying to be sober.
but i need something to hold
me over
2 months equals girls hotter
than me
in the flesh
and spread
2 months reminds me of
who i used to be
and how easy it is to cheat
and thats all i dream about
getting left behind