SOBER.
i just dont know what to talk about
i try to bring up subjects im interested in
but something is just not connecting
im not connecting
im frustrated
and unamused
and angry
why did i go through these things
and they didnt?
even when i tell them, they dont know
filth & wisdom
Sober.
so im not completely sober
not the AA kind of sober
just the this is as good as it gets sober
one wine bottle lasts me a week sober
i feel horribly guilty after a blackout, and dont use vodka to cover up the feelings in the morning sober
i had 3 glasses of wine on my birthday sober
i dont remember the last time i did drugs if a few celebratory joints and forcing down cough syrup out of boredom doesnt count kind of
sober