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How do you know whats better for me?you dont because you were it for.Fighting with me is just who i am....but you were it for and i dont care what everyone else thinks
I know i want ever have another nuggle bear, booface, chuckles,angel,true story, world, my everything and most of my best friend....i dont understand why you think all this and we cant be friends.why do you say this all but we cant be friends.
Tell me why your hurting me so badly that it gets harder and harder to breathe everyday knowing i cant text you about anything that i can pick up the phone to tell you about something so stupid i did that was funny. Tell me why we cant nuggle at night and watch a movie.Tell me why we cant you cant be mad at me while your trying to sleep but im up just talking and hyper as can be?Tell me why we cant hold hands while riding in the car?Tell me why we cant go to KFC so I can yell at the speakbox for closing 5 mintues early?Tell me why I can just come to your house randomly to leave mascra stains on your pink shirt after another heartbreak?Tell me why you cant keep writing and continuing our story?Tell me why you cant just come to my house randomly and hang out?Tell me why we cant ever have our 4am talks online about how much we love each other?Tell me why we cant text each other at 4am to talk about something random because we cant sleep but we know that were both up still?Tell me why you cant text me randomly and tell me im your everything?
God just tell me this all?
Dont tell me I can do better than you when we came best friends over a good friend that died.That we have a very unqiue friendship that I will never share with anyone else.Dont tell me I will be fine because I wont
Just tell me why you had to hurt me like this?Tell me why you left me crying and in so much pain
But dont tell me Ill be fine and ill be happier because I wont...