Jan 12, 2005 12:14
No body reads this anymore, its as good as a private journal. I don't have links to it flashing it off and such, that's only dA now. I have my other journal on livejournal, here, but Ben knows about that.
I had a nightmare last night. -Shudders- It wasn't a nightmare...exactly when it happened, but it happened. I don't know, I just hated it.
Mike was in it.
And I was a cheerleader.
-= She tossed her blonde hair over her shoulder and attempted to do the cheer that the other female cheerleader was doing. It was her first time, and she and the other cheerleader had become best friends. There were only two girls and like 10 guys. So they were the center of attention.
After the cheer was over, they both walked over to get a drink. She saw HIM. She stared for a moment, shocked that he would show up at a place like this. He saw her and smiled. Quickly, she walked away with her water.
A few minutes later she was standing alone, and he came up behind her, wrapping his arms around her and grabbing her ass. Her eyes widened and she spun around, spilling her water onto the ground.
"M-mike!? What are you doing...!?" He grinned at her.
"Told you I'd do it again sometime." And he walked off. But she couldn't shake the feeling of him having his arms around her again. The warmth, the comfort...but she shook her head.
She had to get out.-=
I guess I'm afraid I'll go back to him. I guess I'm scared if he comes to me, I will go back. Because I'm a stupid idiot and I'm not angry anymore. They made me talk to him, THEY MADE ME TALK TO HIM.
Ugh...I hasta shower. Be back later. Maybe.
-Her