Jan 19, 2005 17:16
It shocks me how different I act sometimes. It's like I'm not just me...I'm many people. Thus, these 'different sides of me' some of you have heard me talk about. Everyone owns a different peice...everyone holds tightly to that peice, or, if that peice is pain or suffering I've brought them, I appolgize and hope you can let go.
I read a friend of mines journal today, and he wrote about how I snapped him. Well, not literally...but he couldn't feel, he was emotionless. Well, I changed that. One night I got really upset and started yelling and screaming at him, crying at him for all of this, and we got into this huge fight...and he snapped. He could feel again. -snaps fingers- Just. Like. That.
Jason's back. He forgave me on New Years and now he's back in my life. Shocks the hell outta me. I didn't think he'd ever want to talk to me again...apparntly I was wrong. Footsie dreams...heh. His family can't know we're talking, though, because they all dispise me. Much. Very much. Ah, well, I don't know.
He read this not to long ago. Then when we talked, he asked me who Mike was. After all those months he remembered my name on live journal? Wow...
Shocks me.
<3
-Her