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[bonne_a_rienne]

It's gonna be a long day. It's raining. yesterday, the threat of rain was pretty. (I love this weather) Today, it's just a pain in the ass. This has no bearng on the actual rain so much as my reactions to it-- normally I'd be thrilled. Anyway. Today is like the grandmother of double-edged swords. even if it goes exactly according to plan, it's going to be harsh. In theory, Kirk will be stopping by, and will be leaving me his pay, sans what he's paying his rent and car with immediately, so that I can put it up and babysit it for him. we will then discuss his options as far as rehab go, and calling his fucking father like a grownup. If he doesn't show up, I will worry, but if he does, it will be difficult, so it's really no-win. At some point, Gene's mom is supposed to come by. Once again, if she shows up, it will be extremely annoying, but if she doesn't, also extremely annoying, just on an entirely different level. I guess i'm not really up to talking about it any more than I already have. Then, hahaha, it's back to school night. which i can't exactly skip, but i'd rather have electroshock therapy than go to. To soften the trauma there, I'm supposed to be going with Sara, which should make it a little easier (although there's gotta be some irony in hiding from middle-aged white ladies behind a middle-aged white lady, but we don't need to get into that, do we?)
And jason said his head was starting to hurt today, which in and of itself wouldn't be such a big deal, but he had what sounded suspiciously like a migraine on monday, which has me a little jumpy and over-protective about it.
Soo... I really need to eat, and try to take a nap while I still can. (as thankfully the neighbor who felt it necessary to meat-cleaver large-shelled vegetables on the step right next to my window has finally ceased) because i think the rest of the day is going to be enough of a clusterfuck that going into it tired is a colossally bad idea.