every night
I either fall asleep or my computer shuts down by itself and won't reboot. Those are my excuses. I really need to get my computer fixed. I really need a non-broken phone, also.
I slept for over 8 hours last night and felt like a new person in the morning. Now that that... isn't going to happen for sure tonight... well. At least I can breathe for most of this week.
I went to my first actual friend wedding last Friday at the zoo. The ceremony felt sappy (when do they not?) but there were pretty colors and animals and just enough people I could talk to. Is it a thing to be at an event like this with actual friends? Maybe I would've liked it more.
On Saturday night, I went with M to his acquaintance's birthday party, which was essentially a LAN party at his workplace (a 3D printing studio). It was a nice place to be and pretty low pressure. I think I carried myself reasonably well. We left after maybe 3.5 hours and went to M's - my place is bigger and cleaner for sure, but I always feel bad that my bed is so tiny. He asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend (duh) right before we fell asleep. I was almost afraid he wouldn't remember when he woke up (he did). I don't think I've ever dated anyone who was such a good communicator, at least at saying things that need to be said. I feel like I'm not pulling my weight, but I am so grateful and I hope I'm showing it clearly enough.
I slept for over 8 hours last night and felt like a new person in the morning. Now that that... isn't going to happen for sure tonight... well. At least I can breathe for most of this week.
I went to my first actual friend wedding last Friday at the zoo. The ceremony felt sappy (when do they not?) but there were pretty colors and animals and just enough people I could talk to. Is it a thing to be at an event like this with actual friends? Maybe I would've liked it more.
On Saturday night, I went with M to his acquaintance's birthday party, which was essentially a LAN party at his workplace (a 3D printing studio). It was a nice place to be and pretty low pressure. I think I carried myself reasonably well. We left after maybe 3.5 hours and went to M's - my place is bigger and cleaner for sure, but I always feel bad that my bed is so tiny. He asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend (duh) right before we fell asleep. I was almost afraid he wouldn't remember when he woke up (he did). I don't think I've ever dated anyone who was such a good communicator, at least at saying things that need to be said. I feel like I'm not pulling my weight, but I am so grateful and I hope I'm showing it clearly enough.