had a bad dream
i dreamed that i was going in and out into germany by train.. while at the same time cleaning out my grandparents house... knowing that they died. i just remember this one point where the germans are inspecting my luggage and come across a book that they see as jewish ... they eventually give it back to me but the feeling of fear and dread sticks with me
i dreamed that i was going through my grandparent's things thinking they had such good taste in luggage etc,
i also remember that i felt like i needed to hide anything that might give away that they were jewish...like groing up... the cultures that they appreciated were ok as long as they weren't jewish.
the most poignant part of the dream was the distribution of "so called" jewish texts and how carefully one had to disseminate them.
i dreamed that i was going through my grandparent's things thinking they had such good taste in luggage etc,
i also remember that i felt like i needed to hide anything that might give away that they were jewish...like groing up... the cultures that they appreciated were ok as long as they weren't jewish.
the most poignant part of the dream was the distribution of "so called" jewish texts and how carefully one had to disseminate them.