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i went running for the first time with the boyfriend yesterday morning.
on 1.5 hours of sleep. those damn perks kept me up.
i took the rest of them yesterday.
now im in pain and im just FUCKED.
but i didnt eat yeterday except a cookie and a piece of pizza..which i got rid of.
today i had..........hmmm...some gummi bears.
i made a velvet cake today it was PERFECT. the boyfriend said it was real good. so thats good.
tonight is a BBQ with the nieghbors =/
dun dun dun..........
i am hoping that i can just cook alone and then i always say that i ate while i was cooking.
its an AWESOME excuse..IF and only if you can be around food and not eat it.
otherwise you end up eating double.
but latley i dont know why i think the stress has made food seem just ick.
blah.
thank GOD for cigs..they save me when the drugs arent around too.