Y Si Fuera Ella
Title: Y Si Fuera Ella
Author: bonamanamina
Genre: Romance, Angst
Warning: character death!(yeah, unfortunately)
Pairings: OnKey
Rating: PG
Summary: They met, get to know each other, fall in love and part after...
A/N: Let's just say LJ is MOCKER! that didnt allow me to post...until now...so sorry if it's not in a nice font..(lol!) i even finish this in one go!(lol, my a/n 1 are the same as my a/n 1 in my other fic! i really finished this in one go! i was inspired of the song insa by jaejoong that i have to redo the plot because an unexpected ending popped out...i guess now you know how it will end...)
and...I'M SOOOOOOO SOOORYYY!!!for supa dupa late update!let's just say again that, i'm a busy woman...and the fruit of my hardwork is distraction, amnesia and the best of all of it...no internet for more than a week...then put some major major major headache that i am expiriencing for 7 times a week...lol!exaggerating!but seriously, i'm often having headaches these days...and it's bothering me...and also, my desease of forgetting things are getting worst these days...before, i only have Taemin baby's sickness(w/c is he's always misplacing his phone..)...ugh, gonna see a doctor...
yeah, yeah, i know!reason reason reason reason...fine i'll stop!with my nonsenses!(lol!)
this is the part 2, this supposed to have pictures but i am having some problem with LJ...i'll just edit this and my IWMA interlude... and also, this isn't incest...anyway, i just hope this made sense...enjoy reading!^^v
Y Si Fuella Ella
“We meet, come to know each other, fall in love and part right after.”
Getting To Know Each Other
Key P.O.V
I reached home after meeting Jinki. I find him funny and charming. Though we don't have too much in common, I think we will be close friends. He's smart too and that's what I like about him more. I even can't believe that he's a nerd.
"Kibum!" I heard my brother voice calling me.
"I'm here in my room Jjong hyung!" I replied as I went to my walk in closet to find for me a more comfortable dress. I heard the door opened and closed. Later on, I felt a pair of strong arms hugging me from behind.
"Jjong, what I said about skin ship?" My brother just tightens his embrace to me and whined. He's kind of a skin ship addict. He likes to cling and hug and kiss. Yeah, my brother always does that but only to me. Since he doesn't have a girlfriend or boyfriend to hug, he's torturing me with this.
"Just let me okay? I just missed you so much!"
"Yeah, whatever." I turn around and I saw him pouting. He then suddenly kissed me on the lips and run. He knows that he'll pay for it. While, the both of us are running after each other, my phone rang and Jonghyun hyung went and answer it.
"Who's that?" I ask as I went to him to take my phone.
"Unknown number with the name of...who are you again?" He said then pulled me to my bed and hugged me like I'm some kind of a hot dog pillow.
"What? Jinki? What-yah!" After I heard the name Jinki, I snatched my phone from my brother.
"Hello Jinki? I'm sorry; it's me now, Kibum. So, what's up?" My brother starts to pull me back to the bed to lie down. Then he tickled me. I giggled but pushed him away. But he’s just so naughty.
“Yah! Kim Jonghyun! Stop!” I yelled but it didn’t stop him from teasing me. I stopped my movement and glared at him. As usual, it worked. He stopped and behaved.
“I guess I disturbed something. I will just call again another time.” I heard Jinki said from the other line.
“Oh, no! No! Don’t It’s just this dino over here is being jealous; anyway he left me alone already so, what’s up?”
“Oh, well…I just called you so you’ll know my number…and…” he said like hesitating on what he wants to say.
“And?” I reply waiting for him to continue.
“And…uh, are you available tomorrow? Maybe you want to drink coffee with me?”
“Oh, yes, I am free tomorrow.” I replied. After saying that, my brother throws at me a pillow. I looked at him and he’s pouting saying that we have a date tomorrow. I put out my tongue at him and I just received the cutest pout ever!
“So, Jinki, where are we going to meet?” I asked not bothering to be affected by my brother’s legendary pout.
“Let’s meet at Café Nero, in Myeongdeon. You decide what time.” I looked at my brother and he’s still pouting. I sighed, I guess I will just absent tomorrow.
“Are you okay at 4pm?”
“Yes, it’s okay. So, let’s just see each other tomorrow at 4?”
“Okay. Tomorrow at 4.”
“Bye…and thanks! And sorry,”
“Oh! It’s nothing. Anyeong!”
“Anyeong!” we both closed the line.
I faced my hyung and as I expected he’s still pouting. I hugged him and told him that we can still have our “date” tomorrow. We will go out in the morning and after I meet up with Jinki, we will have our dinner to wherever restaurant he reserved. He agreed anyway. He suddenly stands up and told me that he will go out for awhile to meet with his friends. I nodded and he left. I went back in my closet to continue my search, when suddenly, I felt dizzy. I immediately hold on the nearest thing that my hand reached which is the frame of the door. My head suddenly pains and my dizziness got worst. I tried to close my eyes to lessen the dizziness I feel but it done nothing. I opened my eyes, but my vision gets blurry, and after awhile, I blackout.
~T^T~
I woke up with the sound of beeping. It’s annoying. Is it my alarm clock? Did Jonghyun hyung changed my alarm tone again? What time is it now? Argh, I have to close it now and wake up. I wanted to lift my right arm, when I suddenly felt it heavy and…wet. I looked at that direction, and there I found my brother. He’s sitting there beside my bed, resting his head on my arm and…sobbing? Why? What’s happening? I tried to wander my eyes and there, I recognized. I’m in the hospital. Since when was the last time I visited this place? A year ago?
“Hyung,” I say and he immediately looked at me with a sad smile in his face.
“Kibummie, how are you feeling?” he asked. I smiled at him and wiped away his tears with my left hand.
“I feel better now hyung.” I didn’t bother to ask him what happen because probably he’s the one who brought me here.
“Thank God.” I heard him say. “I came back to your room, because I suddenly feel uneasy and my instincts are right again. I’m sorry Kibummie. I will never leave you again. I promise.” He explains.
“Hyung, how many times do I have to tell you to not blame yourself? I am fine. Please, I don’t want to argue this again with you.”
“But…I am just worried.”
“Stop worrying hyung, hmm?” I say and wiped again the new tears coming down his face. “I love you hyung. You and appa.”
“I love you too Kibum. I love you.”
~T^T~
It’s so hard, as in really hard to convince my brother to let me go out today. It’s been a week since I was in the hospital. I actually called Jinki the time I woke up and told him that I have to cancel our meeting and made up a fake reason. I can't tell him that I am sick; because the last thing I wanted is that he will stay away from me because of my sickness. But I am trying to call him once and a while, asking how he is, telling stories, jokes. I actually started to be attached to him. So, I really convinced my brother to allow me to go out of the hospital and meet with Jinki. He allowed me after 3 days of convincing but with a condition. He will be with me, well follow me. So here I am, waiting at the coffee shop where we supposed to meet last week, while my brother was somewhere nearby. I really intended to be earlier than him. I was just really excited to see him again. Even though it took me hours to find what am I going to wear, until I settle on this attire, and I also chaged my hair color and style. I just wish, I didn’t over dressed.
I just want to empress him. I smiled like an idiot when I saw him coming. He’s also early than our meeting time. I guess this time, he’s the one wo didn’t recognize me because he just passed at me. I chuckled and called him. He turned around and smiled. He sat on the table across me and gave me the sweetest smile he can show. Unlike the first time we met, he’s wearing a simple attire, but I like this one than the last one because this attire of him showing off his sexiness.
I guess I was staring at him too much that I didn’t notice that he’s calling my name.
“Sorry, what is it again?” I ask, he chuckled and replied,
“I said, you look fabolous today.”
“Yeah? Thanks, you look sexy though.” I commented boldly. In my case, I don’t have anytime to waste, so no time to lie. I’m gonna live my life to the fullest. I laughed when I saw him blush. He looked at me pouting,
“Sorry, you’re just so adorable. But really you look sexy today.”
“T-thanks…” well, why does the environment become awkward suddenly? We suddenly become shy? This is unbelievable.
“So…shall we order?”
“Y-yeah, uhm…excuse me!” he said calling the waiter.
“What do you want?” he said asking me.
“I want, cappuccino and brownies please.”
“For me, choco milk shake.” After the waiter leave, I spoke up.
“I can't drink cappucinno without brownies.” I said, he turn to looked at me. “It’s my favorite combination. I love brownies.”
“Oh, you’re like my brother, he also love brownies but he likes it with strawberry shake, milk shake or chocolatte shake.” He said excitedly. Good, the atmosphere is getting better.
“So, you have a brother.”
“Yeah, he's younger than me. His name is Taemin. You, do you have any siblings?”
“I have an older brother. His name is Jonghyun.”
“Oh? As in that Jonghyun who fetch you that day? When we met in the starbucks?” he asked with wide eyes. Why? Did he mistaken Jjong hyung as my boyfriend or something?
“Yeah, that guy. Why?” before he even answered, our orders came.
“I thought he’s your boyfriend.” And I was right. Maybe because Jjong was under his skin ship attack again that time which is like 100% sure? I giggled and told him about my brother.
“I always get that. Especially to those who doesn’t know him. We’re always mistaken as lovers, it’s because of his addiction to skin ship.”
“Oh?” he replied with interest in his voice, then I guess he liked the topic. So, I continued.
“My, brother is kind of well not just kind of, let say he’s overprotective of me. He love me too much, and taking care of me much that he forgot to take care of his self. He can’t even get himself a girlfriend or boyfriend. That’s why, he doesn’t have anyone to hug but me. Though he always do that even when we’re younger.”
“Ahh, what a sweet brother of yours. My brother, he was also like that before. Always clinging to me. But now, he doesn’t. If I am hugging him or kissing him, he’s always whinning saying he’s not a kid anymore.”
“Heh, don’t worry, he’s a teenager. It’s natural. It’s not like we didn’t go through there.” We both laughed and when we stopped, he asked me about my parents.
“My father is still alive and working as C.E.O. of Seoul Mall. I’m not boasting but we’re the owner of Kim corporation.”
“What?” he’s mouth agape. Is it hard to believe?
“Why are you so shock?”
“It’s just…nothing. Are you working there too? Like are you training? Because you will be the succesor of your father right?” he said focusing at me. I sighed and smiled, ‘If God allow to.’ I said in my mind. I just looked at him and shake my head saying no.
“That day, when we bumped into each other, I was in a rush to deliever the files dad neaded to. My father forget about it and he really neaded it that time, and since I have it I rushed it in his office. Sometimes I am helping my dad like, reading the files he can't handle to review then summarizing it for him. But that’s the only thing I’m doing. No trainings what so ever.”
“Ahh…How about your mom? What does she do?” I smiled bitterly when he mention my mom.
“My, mom…she passed away when I was in middle school.” He gasped and appologize to me. I told him it’s okay and smiled at him. Now I asked him again this time about his family. He told me that his father is a neurologist. While his mother is a psycologist. No wonder he’s smart. Both his parents are doctors.
We talk and talk and talk. I am happy that I am actaully starting to know him better. And I actually like him even more. What’s epic about him is his love for chicken. I also found out that his hobby is singing, while I told him that I love to dance. I asked him to sing for me even a little part but he told me that he’ll only sing if I dance for him which is kind of impossible this time because we’re in the coffee shop. We also talked about first impressions and what we think of each other. I told him that he’s like a tofu, soft and white. Both in and out. He told me that I looked almighty and like I can solve any problem. So, we decided to make nicknames, I gave him Onew as nickname and he gave me Key as my nickname. I like my new nick name and he liked his. We’re too much into each other that we didn’t noticed the time. I heard my phone ringing and as I am expecting, it’s my brother. I answered his call and told me that we have to go home, so I can rest. Well, I suppose to feel tired but being with Jinki it’s like I will never be tired, and it’s like the time stops.
I told Jinki about it and he asked me, if I want him to drive me home. I told him it’s okay because my brother is coming to pick me up. After awile, like a minute after my brother called, he showed up and put up a show. And when I say put up a show, he put his arms, around my waist and kissed my cheeks. I glared at him and he just ignored me.
“Jjong hyung, this is Jinki. My friend, the one who got my phone that time. And Jinki, this is my brother Jonghyun.” Both of them shaked hands and smiled to each other. Later on, we bid good byes and ride in the car.
“So, how’s it?” my brother asked me. I am facing the window and I can see him looking at me from the reflection. We’re both sitting at the backseat.
“It’s so good that I just want the time to stop.” I replied. My brother looked at me, and I turn around to look at him.
“Jonghyu hyung,” I said looking at him seriously. “I want the time to stop.”
“But we can't stop the time Kibummie.” He looked at me sadly.
“I know. That’s why, I want to make every second counts. I want to spend the rest of my time with you, and appa…and Jinki.” My brother looked at me with worry. “I don’t have much time left. So, I want to make everything in place. I want to experience that things I will never experience after sometim-” my brother suddenly hugged me, which later on sobbing on my shoulder. He’s some kind of a cry baby.
“Hyung, you should change. You should stop worrying about me and start worrying about yourself. You should start to get used to the life without me.”
“No! I don’t want to! I don’t want to…” he said sobbing hard.
“Hyung…” I sighed.
“I will do everything, me and appa…we will do everything to save you. We saved you already before right? We can save you again.”
“Hyung…Let’s just enjoy everything okay? You will enjoy your life. You will look for you a girlfriend, will get married, and will have kids. You will be happy…for me okay? I want you and appa to be happy. I promise, until you didn’t find for you a girlfriend or a boyfriend, I will not leave you. But first, you have to let go of me. Please hyung, hmm?” he looked at me, with that hurtful look that I hate to see.
“Kibum, I…I will try.” I smiled and hugged my brother. “We will enjoy every seconds of your life, and we will try to stop the time Kibummie.”
~to be continued~
( Part 1 Part 3)
A/N 2: So...i guess there no much feelings in it...?
I posted this this morning, but put it in private because i wanted to edit this...to put the pix...but as i've said, LJ and i have a problem...and i'll try to fix it...i guess the subtitle didnt match in the story in this chapter...as i've said in a/n 1, this isn't incest...Jonghyun is just a skin ship addict and Key are just so close with his brother that's why he's fine with it...and jonghyun was just like teasing Kibum that's why...anyway...
comments are always loved!<3
Author: bonamanamina
Genre: Romance, Angst
Warning: character death!(yeah, unfortunately)
Pairings: OnKey
Rating: PG
Summary: They met, get to know each other, fall in love and part after...
A/N: Let's just say LJ is MOCKER! that didnt allow me to post...until now...so sorry if it's not in a nice font..(lol!) i even finish this in one go!(lol, my a/n 1 are the same as my a/n 1 in my other fic! i really finished this in one go! i was inspired of the song insa by jaejoong that i have to redo the plot because an unexpected ending popped out...i guess now you know how it will end...)
and...I'M SOOOOOOO SOOORYYY!!!for supa dupa late update!let's just say again that, i'm a busy woman...and the fruit of my hardwork is distraction, amnesia and the best of all of it...no internet for more than a week...then put some major major major headache that i am expiriencing for 7 times a week...lol!exaggerating!but seriously, i'm often having headaches these days...and it's bothering me...and also, my desease of forgetting things are getting worst these days...before, i only have Taemin baby's sickness(w/c is he's always misplacing his phone..)...ugh, gonna see a doctor...
yeah, yeah, i know!reason reason reason reason...fine i'll stop!with my nonsenses!(lol!)
this is the part 2, this supposed to have pictures but i am having some problem with LJ...i'll just edit this and my IWMA interlude... and also, this isn't incest...anyway, i just hope this made sense...enjoy reading!^^v
Y Si Fuella Ella
“We meet, come to know each other, fall in love and part right after.”
Getting To Know Each Other
Key P.O.V
I reached home after meeting Jinki. I find him funny and charming. Though we don't have too much in common, I think we will be close friends. He's smart too and that's what I like about him more. I even can't believe that he's a nerd.
"Kibum!" I heard my brother voice calling me.
"I'm here in my room Jjong hyung!" I replied as I went to my walk in closet to find for me a more comfortable dress. I heard the door opened and closed. Later on, I felt a pair of strong arms hugging me from behind.
"Jjong, what I said about skin ship?" My brother just tightens his embrace to me and whined. He's kind of a skin ship addict. He likes to cling and hug and kiss. Yeah, my brother always does that but only to me. Since he doesn't have a girlfriend or boyfriend to hug, he's torturing me with this.
"Just let me okay? I just missed you so much!"
"Yeah, whatever." I turn around and I saw him pouting. He then suddenly kissed me on the lips and run. He knows that he'll pay for it. While, the both of us are running after each other, my phone rang and Jonghyun hyung went and answer it.
"Who's that?" I ask as I went to him to take my phone.
"Unknown number with the name of...who are you again?" He said then pulled me to my bed and hugged me like I'm some kind of a hot dog pillow.
"What? Jinki? What-yah!" After I heard the name Jinki, I snatched my phone from my brother.
"Hello Jinki? I'm sorry; it's me now, Kibum. So, what's up?" My brother starts to pull me back to the bed to lie down. Then he tickled me. I giggled but pushed him away. But he’s just so naughty.
“Yah! Kim Jonghyun! Stop!” I yelled but it didn’t stop him from teasing me. I stopped my movement and glared at him. As usual, it worked. He stopped and behaved.
“I guess I disturbed something. I will just call again another time.” I heard Jinki said from the other line.
“Oh, no! No! Don’t It’s just this dino over here is being jealous; anyway he left me alone already so, what’s up?”
“Oh, well…I just called you so you’ll know my number…and…” he said like hesitating on what he wants to say.
“And?” I reply waiting for him to continue.
“And…uh, are you available tomorrow? Maybe you want to drink coffee with me?”
“Oh, yes, I am free tomorrow.” I replied. After saying that, my brother throws at me a pillow. I looked at him and he’s pouting saying that we have a date tomorrow. I put out my tongue at him and I just received the cutest pout ever!
“So, Jinki, where are we going to meet?” I asked not bothering to be affected by my brother’s legendary pout.
“Let’s meet at Café Nero, in Myeongdeon. You decide what time.” I looked at my brother and he’s still pouting. I sighed, I guess I will just absent tomorrow.
“Are you okay at 4pm?”
“Yes, it’s okay. So, let’s just see each other tomorrow at 4?”
“Okay. Tomorrow at 4.”
“Bye…and thanks! And sorry,”
“Oh! It’s nothing. Anyeong!”
“Anyeong!” we both closed the line.
I faced my hyung and as I expected he’s still pouting. I hugged him and told him that we can still have our “date” tomorrow. We will go out in the morning and after I meet up with Jinki, we will have our dinner to wherever restaurant he reserved. He agreed anyway. He suddenly stands up and told me that he will go out for awhile to meet with his friends. I nodded and he left. I went back in my closet to continue my search, when suddenly, I felt dizzy. I immediately hold on the nearest thing that my hand reached which is the frame of the door. My head suddenly pains and my dizziness got worst. I tried to close my eyes to lessen the dizziness I feel but it done nothing. I opened my eyes, but my vision gets blurry, and after awhile, I blackout.
~T^T~
I woke up with the sound of beeping. It’s annoying. Is it my alarm clock? Did Jonghyun hyung changed my alarm tone again? What time is it now? Argh, I have to close it now and wake up. I wanted to lift my right arm, when I suddenly felt it heavy and…wet. I looked at that direction, and there I found my brother. He’s sitting there beside my bed, resting his head on my arm and…sobbing? Why? What’s happening? I tried to wander my eyes and there, I recognized. I’m in the hospital. Since when was the last time I visited this place? A year ago?
“Hyung,” I say and he immediately looked at me with a sad smile in his face.
“Kibummie, how are you feeling?” he asked. I smiled at him and wiped away his tears with my left hand.
“I feel better now hyung.” I didn’t bother to ask him what happen because probably he’s the one who brought me here.
“Thank God.” I heard him say. “I came back to your room, because I suddenly feel uneasy and my instincts are right again. I’m sorry Kibummie. I will never leave you again. I promise.” He explains.
“Hyung, how many times do I have to tell you to not blame yourself? I am fine. Please, I don’t want to argue this again with you.”
“But…I am just worried.”
“Stop worrying hyung, hmm?” I say and wiped again the new tears coming down his face. “I love you hyung. You and appa.”
“I love you too Kibum. I love you.”
~T^T~
It’s so hard, as in really hard to convince my brother to let me go out today. It’s been a week since I was in the hospital. I actually called Jinki the time I woke up and told him that I have to cancel our meeting and made up a fake reason. I can't tell him that I am sick; because the last thing I wanted is that he will stay away from me because of my sickness. But I am trying to call him once and a while, asking how he is, telling stories, jokes. I actually started to be attached to him. So, I really convinced my brother to allow me to go out of the hospital and meet with Jinki. He allowed me after 3 days of convincing but with a condition. He will be with me, well follow me. So here I am, waiting at the coffee shop where we supposed to meet last week, while my brother was somewhere nearby. I really intended to be earlier than him. I was just really excited to see him again. Even though it took me hours to find what am I going to wear, until I settle on this attire, and I also chaged my hair color and style. I just wish, I didn’t over dressed.
I just want to empress him. I smiled like an idiot when I saw him coming. He’s also early than our meeting time. I guess this time, he’s the one wo didn’t recognize me because he just passed at me. I chuckled and called him. He turned around and smiled. He sat on the table across me and gave me the sweetest smile he can show. Unlike the first time we met, he’s wearing a simple attire, but I like this one than the last one because this attire of him showing off his sexiness.
I guess I was staring at him too much that I didn’t notice that he’s calling my name.
“Sorry, what is it again?” I ask, he chuckled and replied,
“I said, you look fabolous today.”
“Yeah? Thanks, you look sexy though.” I commented boldly. In my case, I don’t have anytime to waste, so no time to lie. I’m gonna live my life to the fullest. I laughed when I saw him blush. He looked at me pouting,
“Sorry, you’re just so adorable. But really you look sexy today.”
“T-thanks…” well, why does the environment become awkward suddenly? We suddenly become shy? This is unbelievable.
“So…shall we order?”
“Y-yeah, uhm…excuse me!” he said calling the waiter.
“What do you want?” he said asking me.
“I want, cappuccino and brownies please.”
“For me, choco milk shake.” After the waiter leave, I spoke up.
“I can't drink cappucinno without brownies.” I said, he turn to looked at me. “It’s my favorite combination. I love brownies.”
“Oh, you’re like my brother, he also love brownies but he likes it with strawberry shake, milk shake or chocolatte shake.” He said excitedly. Good, the atmosphere is getting better.
“So, you have a brother.”
“Yeah, he's younger than me. His name is Taemin. You, do you have any siblings?”
“I have an older brother. His name is Jonghyun.”
“Oh? As in that Jonghyun who fetch you that day? When we met in the starbucks?” he asked with wide eyes. Why? Did he mistaken Jjong hyung as my boyfriend or something?
“Yeah, that guy. Why?” before he even answered, our orders came.
“I thought he’s your boyfriend.” And I was right. Maybe because Jjong was under his skin ship attack again that time which is like 100% sure? I giggled and told him about my brother.
“I always get that. Especially to those who doesn’t know him. We’re always mistaken as lovers, it’s because of his addiction to skin ship.”
“Oh?” he replied with interest in his voice, then I guess he liked the topic. So, I continued.
“My, brother is kind of well not just kind of, let say he’s overprotective of me. He love me too much, and taking care of me much that he forgot to take care of his self. He can’t even get himself a girlfriend or boyfriend. That’s why, he doesn’t have anyone to hug but me. Though he always do that even when we’re younger.”
“Ahh, what a sweet brother of yours. My brother, he was also like that before. Always clinging to me. But now, he doesn’t. If I am hugging him or kissing him, he’s always whinning saying he’s not a kid anymore.”
“Heh, don’t worry, he’s a teenager. It’s natural. It’s not like we didn’t go through there.” We both laughed and when we stopped, he asked me about my parents.
“My father is still alive and working as C.E.O. of Seoul Mall. I’m not boasting but we’re the owner of Kim corporation.”
“What?” he’s mouth agape. Is it hard to believe?
“Why are you so shock?”
“It’s just…nothing. Are you working there too? Like are you training? Because you will be the succesor of your father right?” he said focusing at me. I sighed and smiled, ‘If God allow to.’ I said in my mind. I just looked at him and shake my head saying no.
“That day, when we bumped into each other, I was in a rush to deliever the files dad neaded to. My father forget about it and he really neaded it that time, and since I have it I rushed it in his office. Sometimes I am helping my dad like, reading the files he can't handle to review then summarizing it for him. But that’s the only thing I’m doing. No trainings what so ever.”
“Ahh…How about your mom? What does she do?” I smiled bitterly when he mention my mom.
“My, mom…she passed away when I was in middle school.” He gasped and appologize to me. I told him it’s okay and smiled at him. Now I asked him again this time about his family. He told me that his father is a neurologist. While his mother is a psycologist. No wonder he’s smart. Both his parents are doctors.
We talk and talk and talk. I am happy that I am actaully starting to know him better. And I actually like him even more. What’s epic about him is his love for chicken. I also found out that his hobby is singing, while I told him that I love to dance. I asked him to sing for me even a little part but he told me that he’ll only sing if I dance for him which is kind of impossible this time because we’re in the coffee shop. We also talked about first impressions and what we think of each other. I told him that he’s like a tofu, soft and white. Both in and out. He told me that I looked almighty and like I can solve any problem. So, we decided to make nicknames, I gave him Onew as nickname and he gave me Key as my nickname. I like my new nick name and he liked his. We’re too much into each other that we didn’t noticed the time. I heard my phone ringing and as I am expecting, it’s my brother. I answered his call and told me that we have to go home, so I can rest. Well, I suppose to feel tired but being with Jinki it’s like I will never be tired, and it’s like the time stops.
I told Jinki about it and he asked me, if I want him to drive me home. I told him it’s okay because my brother is coming to pick me up. After awile, like a minute after my brother called, he showed up and put up a show. And when I say put up a show, he put his arms, around my waist and kissed my cheeks. I glared at him and he just ignored me.
“Jjong hyung, this is Jinki. My friend, the one who got my phone that time. And Jinki, this is my brother Jonghyun.” Both of them shaked hands and smiled to each other. Later on, we bid good byes and ride in the car.
“So, how’s it?” my brother asked me. I am facing the window and I can see him looking at me from the reflection. We’re both sitting at the backseat.
“It’s so good that I just want the time to stop.” I replied. My brother looked at me, and I turn around to look at him.
“Jonghyu hyung,” I said looking at him seriously. “I want the time to stop.”
“But we can't stop the time Kibummie.” He looked at me sadly.
“I know. That’s why, I want to make every second counts. I want to spend the rest of my time with you, and appa…and Jinki.” My brother looked at me with worry. “I don’t have much time left. So, I want to make everything in place. I want to experience that things I will never experience after sometim-” my brother suddenly hugged me, which later on sobbing on my shoulder. He’s some kind of a cry baby.
“Hyung, you should change. You should stop worrying about me and start worrying about yourself. You should start to get used to the life without me.”
“No! I don’t want to! I don’t want to…” he said sobbing hard.
“Hyung…” I sighed.
“I will do everything, me and appa…we will do everything to save you. We saved you already before right? We can save you again.”
“Hyung…Let’s just enjoy everything okay? You will enjoy your life. You will look for you a girlfriend, will get married, and will have kids. You will be happy…for me okay? I want you and appa to be happy. I promise, until you didn’t find for you a girlfriend or a boyfriend, I will not leave you. But first, you have to let go of me. Please hyung, hmm?” he looked at me, with that hurtful look that I hate to see.
“Kibum, I…I will try.” I smiled and hugged my brother. “We will enjoy every seconds of your life, and we will try to stop the time Kibummie.”
~to be continued~
( Part 1 Part 3)
A/N 2: So...i guess there no much feelings in it...?
I posted this this morning, but put it in private because i wanted to edit this...to put the pix...but as i've said, LJ and i have a problem...and i'll try to fix it...i guess the subtitle didnt match in the story in this chapter...as i've said in a/n 1, this isn't incest...Jonghyun is just a skin ship addict and Key are just so close with his brother that's why he's fine with it...and jonghyun was just like teasing Kibum that's why...anyway...
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