Come on summer get here soon.

[bombsocko]

I absolutely hate spring. It has nothing to do with the weather either. The weather's great. Not too hot yet not too cold either. What I really hate about the spring is that for some reason it always makes me think of all the things I've had and lost. It makes me revel in everything that might have been if only I would have done things differently. Where would I be right now had I not done this? What kind of person would I be now if I hadn't done that? Or that? Or even that thing I did that one time?

There's something about the way the sun shines in the springtime.

All dark lazy yellows in my eyes.

It makes me remember everything I've ever had while at the same time holding my face underneath everything I've lost.

Mazzy Star isn't helping right now either.