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OMFG!!!
I have the AP Calculus test tomorrow!
I am going to fucking die!!!!!!
on top of that I also have a drivers ed final tomorrow
I will fall over and die tomorrow...tis a fact
good bye cruel world, for thou art cruel to devise such a horrible test, tis cruel and unusual punishment *melodramatic much*
okay i'll stop the dramatics now, but in all seriousness I don't think I am going to do that well on it, but I will try my damn near hardest to not look like a fool and prove to everybody I am not stupid....which I am not...
and I really hope that the drivers ed final doesn't really count for a lot because I don't think I will do well on that either.
a serious side note- someone in my graduating class died this weekend, in a car accident. I didn't know her personally, but I looked at her picture on the school website and she looks familiar, I think I had her in a class last year. She had seven days left before she graduated....damn. Well I hope her soul finds eternal peace.
Moving on, I hate my job. I am also very pissed at my mother. She made me get a job to pay for my entertainment. And the one thing that I really wanted to go to that the job money would have paid for, I couldn't go to...because of my fucking job. How hypocritical is that, the whole point of me working was to pay for my own stuff but I can't even go to said stuff because I work on the weekend. I am extremely pissed off. I wanted to go to Bambozzle (i know I misspelled that but I don't care) so badly, but I couldn't go, I had to stand looking stupid in a skirt for nine hours directing people to the bathroom. I know it would have helped if I knew a little more in advance about it but that is besides the point. *steams*
On another note, I picked my college, I guess I am going to Stony Brook, whoopee *sarcasm* ok its not that bad but I really don't want to go away to college, what if I have the same issues as before, if you don't know what I am talking about its because nobody really knows that I can't do small talk to save my life and I get frequently tongue-tied (it makes it very hard to talk to people), what if I can't talk to people? What if I despise with a passion of a thousand suns my roommate? Can my family survive with out me? (personally I don't think so, I am the mediator/peacemaker/default babysitter/ brains of the operation..but I guess they will have to deal)
argh!!!! Well I have managed before, and I will do it again. My pissy english/italian stubbornness will hold out till the end ....i hope
on a comical note: I have nothing to wear to college, I have four pairs of pants, damn catholic school uniforms *shakes fist* ....I have to go shopping *dreads*
omg seven days left of high school.....*cries*
I have the AP Calculus test tomorrow!
I am going to fucking die!!!!!!
on top of that I also have a drivers ed final tomorrow
I will fall over and die tomorrow...tis a fact
good bye cruel world, for thou art cruel to devise such a horrible test, tis cruel and unusual punishment *melodramatic much*
okay i'll stop the dramatics now, but in all seriousness I don't think I am going to do that well on it, but I will try my damn near hardest to not look like a fool and prove to everybody I am not stupid....which I am not...
and I really hope that the drivers ed final doesn't really count for a lot because I don't think I will do well on that either.
a serious side note- someone in my graduating class died this weekend, in a car accident. I didn't know her personally, but I looked at her picture on the school website and she looks familiar, I think I had her in a class last year. She had seven days left before she graduated....damn. Well I hope her soul finds eternal peace.
Moving on, I hate my job. I am also very pissed at my mother. She made me get a job to pay for my entertainment. And the one thing that I really wanted to go to that the job money would have paid for, I couldn't go to...because of my fucking job. How hypocritical is that, the whole point of me working was to pay for my own stuff but I can't even go to said stuff because I work on the weekend. I am extremely pissed off. I wanted to go to Bambozzle (i know I misspelled that but I don't care) so badly, but I couldn't go, I had to stand looking stupid in a skirt for nine hours directing people to the bathroom. I know it would have helped if I knew a little more in advance about it but that is besides the point. *steams*
On another note, I picked my college, I guess I am going to Stony Brook, whoopee *sarcasm* ok its not that bad but I really don't want to go away to college, what if I have the same issues as before, if you don't know what I am talking about its because nobody really knows that I can't do small talk to save my life and I get frequently tongue-tied (it makes it very hard to talk to people), what if I can't talk to people? What if I despise with a passion of a thousand suns my roommate? Can my family survive with out me? (personally I don't think so, I am the mediator/peacemaker/default babysitter/ brains of the operation..but I guess they will have to deal)
argh!!!! Well I have managed before, and I will do it again. My pissy english/italian stubbornness will hold out till the end ....i hope
on a comical note: I have nothing to wear to college, I have four pairs of pants, damn catholic school uniforms *shakes fist* ....I have to go shopping *dreads*
omg seven days left of high school.....*cries*