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< whinge>
my favorite cousin's graduation is the same day as my dance recital (would much rather see her than dance but costumes cost money and to ma and pa that takes precedence)
fuck
My orchestra concert is in less than two weeks and I am not ready
fuck
My road test is next month I am not ready and sooooo nervous
fuck
I think I broke my left pinkie toe
fuck
I made a fool of myself and fell up the stairs in school, banged up my knee real good
fuck
I have two AP tests next month (and one of them is AP calc, like the hardest AP test which my teacher thinks the whole class will get ones)
fuck
School ends for me in 19 days
FUCK
I am graduating high school in a little over a month
FUCK!!!!!!
I am going to college next year ....and probably going away for college
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!@#$%^&*()!!!!
I have come to the realization that I fucked up my high school life, best four years of my life my ass
fuck
I don't know what the hell I am supposed to do with the rest of my life, because apparently my real dreams and aspirations are not logical, so according to her supreme highness (mom) they can't happen "because you don't want to mess up your life or be poor."
YEAH WELL I RATHER BE POOR AND DOING SOMETHING I WANT TO DO!
< /whinge>
my favorite cousin's graduation is the same day as my dance recital (would much rather see her than dance but costumes cost money and to ma and pa that takes precedence)
fuck
My orchestra concert is in less than two weeks and I am not ready
fuck
My road test is next month I am not ready and sooooo nervous
fuck
I think I broke my left pinkie toe
fuck
I made a fool of myself and fell up the stairs in school, banged up my knee real good
fuck
I have two AP tests next month (and one of them is AP calc, like the hardest AP test which my teacher thinks the whole class will get ones)
fuck
School ends for me in 19 days
FUCK
I am graduating high school in a little over a month
FUCK!!!!!!
I am going to college next year ....and probably going away for college
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!@#$%^&*()!!!!
I have come to the realization that I fucked up my high school life, best four years of my life my ass
fuck
I don't know what the hell I am supposed to do with the rest of my life, because apparently my real dreams and aspirations are not logical, so according to her supreme highness (mom) they can't happen "because you don't want to mess up your life or be poor."
YEAH WELL I RATHER BE POOR AND DOING SOMETHING I WANT TO DO!
< /whinge>