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[bolkridthedruid]

depression slowy wrapping itself around
taking its usual place tight around my bones
send my furnace status
far below the scale
feels like ice coating my skin
and the deepest water of a winter lake underneath
thoughs and memories of happiness
elude my every grasp
depression filling every space
pulling me beneath the surface
freezing my body
and seizing my lungs
wrists ache with thoughts of death
of free flowing death
and of escape
wishing to turn away
all emotions of love
maybe things would be easy
maybe i'd be able to laugh more
but as death and love elude me
i know that i
must hold fast to life
and move on
to become stronger

mrs. scott don't smack me