Classes
Some times i worry myself. Math is one of the class that i chronically skip. I mean my excues at the beginning waas tha i knew everything, but the that blew up in my face. Yet i was too afraid to go to class becuase i didn't want to see my test grade. I iind that i am one perosn that really should not get tests back. My initial response to a test is that oh i did well. So my spirits are moderate. HOwever if i find i actually did do well, i get complacent and stop studying for the next one. If i find that i didn't do well, i get depressed and fatalistic and while i study more, lose confidence in myself and preform badly because i freeze up and have mental blocks. So i am actually happy not knowing, and actually i am aiming for the same grade regardless of my score on my other tests, which by the way i can do nothing about, the best i managed was 1 or 2 points added which is nothing.
I discovered something about myself. I can actually write alot. From jap and english i though that i had trouble expressing myself through words, however i found today that when i had to give my own opinion about a game i was able to fill 6 pages, and probably more if i had be so enticed to continue, but seeing as 5 is the limit i stopped. THis is something to ponder.
Also my rash/dry/something returned to my lips. I thoough it had gone away but i returned with much vigor. But it is currently being defeated by its old nimisis mr. aquaphor. Well thats all for now, i best sleep, lest i face what happed before, where i become semi concious for the day.... granted if i did a 48 hour thing i would become zombie like and i want to try that... i dont like semi anything.
"Have as much strenght as you want, if all you hit is air your strenght amounts to nothing; speed and technique are the keys to victory"
I discovered something about myself. I can actually write alot. From jap and english i though that i had trouble expressing myself through words, however i found today that when i had to give my own opinion about a game i was able to fill 6 pages, and probably more if i had be so enticed to continue, but seeing as 5 is the limit i stopped. THis is something to ponder.
Also my rash/dry/something returned to my lips. I thoough it had gone away but i returned with much vigor. But it is currently being defeated by its old nimisis mr. aquaphor. Well thats all for now, i best sleep, lest i face what happed before, where i become semi concious for the day.... granted if i did a 48 hour thing i would become zombie like and i want to try that... i dont like semi anything.
"Have as much strenght as you want, if all you hit is air your strenght amounts to nothing; speed and technique are the keys to victory"