UggH! Im so0o Fed up with PCHS!
okk .. so0o im lyk on the fone last nyt with biLLy and lyk yew kno we're tryin 2 patch things up .. and lyk 2hours later .. we're fine and dandy. And he's aLL lyk "ii promise ii wont treat yew lyk shit anymor, and 2morrow wen ii c yew yew'LL b getting a HUGE hug from me and i'LL b reaLLy nice" ... OK buLLshiT! He didnt giv me a hug .. ii didnt even get a heLLo!!! .. the only thing he did was walk me 2 my free .. which duznt xactly make him prince charming. Yeaa .. and then Caps (biLLy's best friend) got madd at me! 4 no apparant reason!!! Lyk ii swear its drives me psycho! .. kuz lyk ii think he duz it since biLLy gets madd at me .. so0o yew kno -bro's b4 hoes- or w/e the fucKK it is ((im not a hoe tho .. and im def not even biLLy's so0o yeaa duznt make sense)). Then o0ohh yeaa the whole me-&-Lenny issue went down this morning .. kuz last nyt he told me 2 go FucKK myself jus kuz ii didnt wanna talk 2 him! and so0o ii was aLL lyk "So Lenny wen shud ii go fucKK myself" and he jus stood there lyk dumbfounded ii had the "baLLz" 2 bring it up. Yeaa .. and that bitch Steph is stiLL running her mouth about me!! .. lyk the bitch never quits! .. ii mean ii heard that she was stiLL going at it in Chem 2day! .. lyk WTF?? duz she reaLLy need 4 me 2 go over 2 her and break her jaw?? kuz ii so0o wiLL do it! ... she seriously needs 2 learn 2 shut the fucKK up! ... Then lyk yeaa it was a fucKKing conspiracy 2day .. ii swear ii jus wanted 2 shoot every1! .. lyk it was jus 1 of those dayz where yew wanna crawl in2 a little baLL and jus cry-n-cry 4 hours & hours. Lyk im seriously jus so0o over PCHS .. ii mean ii cant stand how rude pple r! .. its lyk no1'z ever gone out of their wayy 2 b nice 2 these kids. ii mean im sorry ii even bothered ever being nice .. ii didnt kno it was such a crime, but ii seriously regret ever trying 2 get along with any1 .. its jus screwed me over so0 much! So0o .. they wanna b dicks?? ii can b a dick 10x's that! They've obviously never seen me pissed off .. so0o here goes PCHS .. from now on, no1z taking advantage of my kindness, its so0o going down now. Yew piss me off, yew'LL kno about it. No mor happy-go-lucky Melissa, no mor off-the-waLL giddyness, im officiaLLy thru with that. And im officiaLLy thru PC kidzZ .. ii shuda jus stayed at Trinity, where at least i'LL get an an honest opinion of wat pple think of me. At least Trinity had sumthing 2 offer ... And at least at Trinity yew kud trust pple. Best friends means best friends, it duznt mean "o0h i'LL b nice 2 yew while yewr in front my face, and then wen yew leave i'LL talk aLL the shit ii want about yew." People hav sum serious growing up 2 do at that skool, and im not saying im perfect or that i'm mature, kuz in aLL reality im faRR from mature, but ii do kno wat it is 2 respect a person, and ii do kno wat it is 2 bite yewr tongue about sum1 who yew particularly hav no use 4, but ii mean yew gotta realize that others hav feelings too ... yew dont hav 2 b a bitch or a dick and make them feeL lyk shit jus kuz yew dont lyk them. But w/e im so0o over making friends at PC .. i'LL jus stick with the one's ii hav elsewhere, the 1'z ii can trust. So from now on... push my buttons and yew'LL see wat yew get in return. o0oh and P.S. ... ii dont play games. -xoxo MeLzZ