A sick week

Feb 25, 2005 08:06

Well...I'm in English class...I've been having a very sick week....I think I've been sick since Monday, the day after I went Ice Skating for like an hour and a half with Darren and Jeremy after Jeremy broke my cell phone and threw it out the window of Darren's car on the way home from the movies. My mom'll never forgive him...and because of that, Jeremy doesn't wanna talk to me until my mom can get over herself, which makes absolutely no sense whatsoever.....but, it saved me the trouble of having to say anything. Jeremy was wondering if I was going to Emma's party on Sunday and if I needed a ride, I said yes, but only because I thought you were working and told my mom you werent going...So, he figured it out that my mom don't like him...and consequently..Darren, being his b/f and having to listen to him..I dont think wants anything to do with me...I say, you know, Its all gravy, cuz March 11th..I'm moving to Arkansas..and I may or may not come back...all depends on what might happen here....I would be sooo glad to get out of here, and away from all the drama here....Drama is really killing me......After I basically rearranged my life because of Darren and Jeremy to stay in the first place after the last threat to run-away, I didn't want to lose them as friends...but now since I did rearrange myself, they don't want anything to do with me...I'm just gonna be in a depressed state until I hear something from Jeremy himself...He probably won't even say anything to me on Sunday, at Emma's party.. I don't know...we shall see....umm..anyways. I want to talk to him about things but he won't have anything to do with me.. Darren actually showed up to school today, which means he'll be with us at lunch, so I'll probably get to talk to him.

Tomorrow, I have to get up at the ungodly hour of 4:45 so I can leave the house by 5:20 to get to church by 5:30...so we can go to ORLANDO...:-D..ISLANDS OF ADVENTURE...yey...can't wait. 3 guys whom none are str8 (including me) and 2 girls in a truck w/o PD for 3½ hours..:-)..lol...I'm glad I wasn't the only one thinking about Truth or Dare. I just don't know whats gonna happen with Judith's friend going.....Sean and Curtis both said that if her friend was as cute as her and Jill, they would go str8 for a day...THAT CANNOT Happen, because that'll totally kill the vibe I've been having about what would go on in our lil church outing adventure...I know I'm sure as hell not going str8..I'd die...believe me tho...I don't think Sean and Curtis are going to be able to resist each other anyways..:-D...I'm not worried...anyways...this is turning out really long but I still have half hour in this boring English class...I think I'm going to check out other people's Journals....I'm going to write later after I find out more about D & J...I can see into the future, and the inevitable break-up of the happy couple over Max. Because Darren thinks Jeremy is still in love with Max because he has pictures of him still on his camera and he won't get rid of em...He tells Darren he hates him, but's like all friendly to him on the phone and everything...Well.. I think I'm going to go before I turn this into a novel...
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