The Weather Outside is Frightful....
But the central heating inside the lofthouse is delightful. Or at least warming, to say the least. I have been sooo SLACKING with my diet. I've gained a lot, I'm looking like a comfy chubby girl. I went to a buffet today , a ritzy Front St place where I ate enough chocolate cake, cheesecake and brownies to satisfy ANY sweet tooth for a month! And on top of that, pizza...man the list is RIDICULOUS...but all that cake and all those sweets ackk. straight to the thighs/bum area!!!
OBVIOUSLY from now til like forever lol I have to only eat fruits and veggies which we have a lot of at home. Unfortunately, right now everyone is cooking sooo much and I'm like PLEASE DONT FEED ME..BE SEFLISH AND EAT IT ALLLLL. But no, I'm offered and I eat. I know I'm a pig.
But life is really great, so I have been eating cuz I'm happy. I eat when I'm at home though, not out in the day. I should bring snacks with me. Like already-cut tangerines and celery sticks. It sounds cliche, but thats what I need to eat if I ever want to be skinny.
I've been shopping a lot, not really caring about the debt and stuff lol. It doesn't seem important right now (as I'm a very irresponsible and naive teenager ) and of course I'm extremely materialistic and I've satisfied a bit of my Shopping Tooth for now.
I am going to put only screamo, rock, soft rock , techno, house and electro on my iPOD. Absolutely no rap LOL. Ewww. Just tons of Alesana and 30 seconds from mars, PATD , System of a Down, , AFI, MCR....fall out boy, Disturbed. Finch. Very awesome, cuz I usually had to listen to other ppl's music on their ipods and most SUCK except like a couple Billy talent and green day songs. But yeah, shopping is awesome.
Anyway, I cleaned my lair so I'm happy. Laundry tomorrow, and homework of course!!! School is still #1 important, with my DIET and being skinny following as #2, and clothes and material objects following at #3. Beauty is #4. I have to go upload songs on my iPod now!!! later
of course, for the next two weeks i'll be extremely bitchy as I'll be like starving myself to thinness but WORTH IT