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well my mantra for today is plan for the worst and hope for the best.
i had so far, baked chicken around 7am and then starbucks espresso and 2 servings of vanilla soy milk and some carbonated flavored water. i just chowed down on boiled oriental-style veggies and im about to eat baked chicken before work and then have jello when i get back or for bfast. the laxes kinda workedi hope it got rid of as many of the calories and sugar in the licorice as possible. the last thing i need is sugar converting into fat in my cells. like, say hello to cellulite. :| no thanks!
i've been trying to organize my life a bit better, instead of living in a big hurried mess and try to stop being stressed out and just to relax and be calm and in control of my life. im going to make a better effort at doing all my work and homework, setting time aside every time to study for tests so i dont do so horribly like last night...i cried so much....and of course to stop my binging ways and eat little every day and drink more water. i think i'll do alright today. i have to VISUALIZE my goals. if i can see myself skinny i'll BE skinny! skinny , successful and beautiful. =). everything will be alright, i have to stop worrying. Thanx slavekitti for your support and encouragement. I'm sure since I won't ever abuse sugar again , I should do fine in losing this gross body.
i had so far, baked chicken around 7am and then starbucks espresso and 2 servings of vanilla soy milk and some carbonated flavored water. i just chowed down on boiled oriental-style veggies and im about to eat baked chicken before work and then have jello when i get back or for bfast. the laxes kinda workedi hope it got rid of as many of the calories and sugar in the licorice as possible. the last thing i need is sugar converting into fat in my cells. like, say hello to cellulite. :| no thanks!
i've been trying to organize my life a bit better, instead of living in a big hurried mess and try to stop being stressed out and just to relax and be calm and in control of my life. im going to make a better effort at doing all my work and homework, setting time aside every time to study for tests so i dont do so horribly like last night...i cried so much....and of course to stop my binging ways and eat little every day and drink more water. i think i'll do alright today. i have to VISUALIZE my goals. if i can see myself skinny i'll BE skinny! skinny , successful and beautiful. =). everything will be alright, i have to stop worrying. Thanx slavekitti for your support and encouragement. I'm sure since I won't ever abuse sugar again , I should do fine in losing this gross body.