Sep 24, 2010 19:32
I feel kinda guilty and shitty :(
I feel bad because I judge him too fast.
He can fuck with every hot girl that he wanna fuck.
He has the right to fuck with all the girls he wants.
That's why he is so cute and gorgeous.
He hasn't to waist that.
Even if I'm jelousy and I feel bad.
We're only friends ok?
So I have to remember that.
Besides I don't think that he is the kind of boy that fuck's with every girl.
He make's me change my opinion of him.
Also I been having some crappy days with no fun + no cigars + no partys.
The only thing that is do is work work work work work. STRESSFULL.
I want to quit but I want to go to Japan. So I have to continue working.
And I'm not depressed anymore eerr or at leat I'm not always depressed like a couple of moths ago.
Sometimes I'm drepessed but not that much.
I don't want to kill myself anymore. But I still miss Daul Kim.
She was the best model ever! I don't undertand why she kill herself.
I think of her everyday. She is in the deepest place @ my heart- and she always be there.
de li ri o s,
shit