*snif*
Froggy has arrived in Berlin. He was going to try and swing by and drop of his suitcase before the conference. I haven't heard from him since but I hope he has had time to grab a bite to eat as well.
Maman (Froggy's mum) arrives this evening for dinner. She's going to keep me company while he's away. I thought I would be strong enough to stick it out alone - and physically I think I would be ok - but I've come to my senses and Froggy and I think it's better that she come and stay with me. I'm usually fine during the day but I go through moments, especially in the evening and at night, where surgery/hospital/chemo/questions/doubts/anxiety turn over and over in my mind.
I know that it's not worth worrying about it but here we have a good example of logic versus the irrational fear of the unknown.
On a happy note I'm eating well and my back pain appears to have subsided.
Maman (Froggy's mum) arrives this evening for dinner. She's going to keep me company while he's away. I thought I would be strong enough to stick it out alone - and physically I think I would be ok - but I've come to my senses and Froggy and I think it's better that she come and stay with me. I'm usually fine during the day but I go through moments, especially in the evening and at night, where surgery/hospital/chemo/questions/doubts/anxiety turn over and over in my mind.
I know that it's not worth worrying about it but here we have a good example of logic versus the irrational fear of the unknown.
On a happy note I'm eating well and my back pain appears to have subsided.