they can never wrong this right.
I'm not a nice girl. I'm Scarlett more than ever. I've let myself get completely consumed by jealousy to the point that I can't breathe. I've even convinced myself a few times that I don't care. but I do. I cried in a ball on my bed tonight while Billy watched. I don't want to go to work anymore. I want to have time to take care of the people who've been taking care of me. I've been having a hard time writing lately. I feel like my life is running away from me, I can't catch up, let alone pause and reflect. ___ is so important to me. I want to sit with him right now and listen to "In the End". instead I guess I'll sleep, maybe I'll hear it in my dreams