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Well.. the ball was fun. I danced.. i sang.. i got awards.. what ever
I did a stupid thing.
When the first slow song came on, Jocyne looked at me and was like "Go dance with Chris." And then I looked at Heaven ( who was sitting right next to me) and I saw the look on her face, I realized she had the same exact look on her face as i did mine, but mine was a little more hurt looking. But anyway thats beside the point. I saw it and i hate that look with a passion.. so i told her to go dance with him before i changed my mind. Of course it ruined my night.. and my morning.. and what will be the rest of my day.
He ended up leaving really early. Needless to say, I never got my dance =/
Here's the stupid part about it. I didn't realize untill i was about halfway home how stupid that was. I gave up the last chance i'll ever have to dance with him, and if that isn't bad enough.. she rubbed it in my face. Later she was like "I hate slow songs.. well, only when i'm not dancing with Chris"
Adds to the list of the stupidest thing ive ever done. I'd say its in the top 3, and it kills me..
x/3 - Always gonna' be a ragdoll i guess