so things could be better

[bodener]

i've been so dissatisfied with life lately. it's not that things are THAT bad, it's more that things just aren't good. my life has become so bland and boring. it's like i have the ssame routine every day. i literally have lost my social life. i go to school, then go to work right after school. in between school and work, i do schoolwork. also, my grandfather has been in boston in the hospital for the past week. he has had to go back into surgery three times. he has had surgery on his back at least five times before and he's still young at 70. he's in a tremendous amount of pain and this is just getting ridiculous.

i've been getting mad at a lot of little things lately too. for example, people who don't know how to turn while driving. and tonight, i lost power for over an hour.. missed the only two shows i actually watch, and lost two hours worth of history homework that i need for my test tomorrow. great.

sure, sometimes there are perks.. like seeing and talking to ____ in the halls every day, and white lightning.. but these don't last long enough. before every white lightning game i do homework, and after the game, i go straight to work.

i know i sound selfish but i don't even know what to do. i don't even have time to play guitar anymore.. the only thing i could count on.
someone please save me. i'm not one for complaining but i really hope things start looking up very soon.

maybe this weekend could be my savior.