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YESTERDAY AT HIS BEDSIDE AFTER BEING TOOK OUT OF CCU INTO WARDS Q I AND DAD HAD OUR FIRST WHAT I`D CALL >>REAL<< CONVERSATION IN OUR LIVES -MAKING PLANS FOR HIS EASIER TO MANOUVRE +65 FUTURE ......
TODAY THURSDAY 7TH @ 9AM DAD *DIED*
-THAT FUTURE WAS SEVERED . - . WILL SICK IRONIC SHIT EVER STOP FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY`S HEADS OR RATHER MY HEAD ... THEIR AINT MUCH FAMILLY BUT A BRAIN DAMAGED BROTHER AND PA`S SISTER (AUNTY SYLVIA) LEFT .
WHAT A FUCKING PISSTAKE_ I CAN`T RAISE ANYTHING LIKE A SMILE NO MORE BUT GOTTA HAVE ENOUGH STREANGTH TO SORT A FUCKIN` FUNERAL AND ALL THE WILL AND HOUSE MALARKY OUT ...
AT LEAST I SAID " 'I LOVE YOU DAD' " AND HE ACTUALLY SAID 'I LOVE YOU' BACK !
WHERE IAM GOING TO FIND THIS STREANGTH FROM 'FUCK KNOWS' ! -I GUESS ITS AOUTO PILOT TIME-
AT LEAst HE`S GOT TO WHERE HE WANTED TO BE REALLY....FINALLY REUNITED WITH MUM.
TODAY THURSDAY 7TH @ 9AM DAD *DIED*
-THAT FUTURE WAS SEVERED . - . WILL SICK IRONIC SHIT EVER STOP FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY`S HEADS OR RATHER MY HEAD ... THEIR AINT MUCH FAMILLY BUT A BRAIN DAMAGED BROTHER AND PA`S SISTER (AUNTY SYLVIA) LEFT .
WHAT A FUCKING PISSTAKE_ I CAN`T RAISE ANYTHING LIKE A SMILE NO MORE BUT GOTTA HAVE ENOUGH STREANGTH TO SORT A FUCKIN` FUNERAL AND ALL THE WILL AND HOUSE MALARKY OUT ...
AT LEAST I SAID " 'I LOVE YOU DAD' " AND HE ACTUALLY SAID 'I LOVE YOU' BACK !
WHERE IAM GOING TO FIND THIS STREANGTH FROM 'FUCK KNOWS' ! -I GUESS ITS AOUTO PILOT TIME-
AT LEAst HE`S GOT TO WHERE HE WANTED TO BE REALLY....FINALLY REUNITED WITH MUM.