DAD......
DADS HAD A HEART ATTACK _BIG ONE - AND I CAN`T BELIEVE I COULDN`T EVEN FIND ENOUGH EFFORT TO GO AND FUCKIN` VISIT HIM ! SO LUCKY LEE IS BETWEEN HOMES ON THE VERY DAY IT HAPPENED .....ODD!..........I ALSO WATCHED THE ORIGINAL RING AND WAS GOING TO BUY THE FOURD DISC BOXSET OF THE TRILOGY THAT VERY DAY............I`VE ALSO BEEN WATCHING THE 1ST SERIES OF SIX FEET UNDER _...NOW THAT IS< IRONIC CONSIDERING THE COMMUNICATIONABILITY NATE HAD IN REGARDING A SIMULAR RELATIONSHIP TO HIS DAD....
:HOW EXACTLY DO(WILL) I ACT WHEN SAT WITH HIM IN THAT ROOM WITH TUBES 'N' STUFF OUTTA THIS PERSON I LOVE BUT REALLY NEVER GOT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM .... NEVER CONVERSED WITH THE MAN ! ONLY ACKNOWLEDGED EACHOTHER IN EITHER A NICE OR BAD WAY ? .... ITS NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME THATS FOR SURE BUT I FEEL ALMOST RESENTFUL TOWARDS HIM FOR HOW HE`S CLOSED IN HE`S BEEN .....WONT TALK ABOUGHT REMOVING MUMS STUFF YET FFS IT WILL BE FIVE YEARS NOW ,WICH MAKES ME REALISE SIMON MUST HAVEN`T HAD ANY REDUCTION IN HIS 5YR SENTANCE .........I GOT THE MEETING ABOUT BEING EVICTED OR GET RID OF BUNDY !!!AGAIN!!! ................I FEEL HARD DONE BY TO BE HONEST !!! ......LIKE I CAN`T HAVE ANY EMOTIVENOUS/OR TO LAY IT OUT FUCKIN` STR8 THE RIGHT TO WALLOW ABOUT ANYTHING SELF DETREMENTAL....... I DUNNO ....ANYWAY DOSULAPINS KICKIN` IN BEST GET READY TO GO BLANK.
:HOW EXACTLY DO(WILL) I ACT WHEN SAT WITH HIM IN THAT ROOM WITH TUBES 'N' STUFF OUTTA THIS PERSON I LOVE BUT REALLY NEVER GOT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM .... NEVER CONVERSED WITH THE MAN ! ONLY ACKNOWLEDGED EACHOTHER IN EITHER A NICE OR BAD WAY ? .... ITS NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME THATS FOR SURE BUT I FEEL ALMOST RESENTFUL TOWARDS HIM FOR HOW HE`S CLOSED IN HE`S BEEN .....WONT TALK ABOUGHT REMOVING MUMS STUFF YET FFS IT WILL BE FIVE YEARS NOW ,WICH MAKES ME REALISE SIMON MUST HAVEN`T HAD ANY REDUCTION IN HIS 5YR SENTANCE .........I GOT THE MEETING ABOUT BEING EVICTED OR GET RID OF BUNDY !!!AGAIN!!! ................I FEEL HARD DONE BY TO BE HONEST !!! ......LIKE I CAN`T HAVE ANY EMOTIVENOUS/OR TO LAY IT OUT FUCKIN` STR8 THE RIGHT TO WALLOW ABOUT ANYTHING SELF DETREMENTAL....... I DUNNO ....ANYWAY DOSULAPINS KICKIN` IN BEST GET READY TO GO BLANK.