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when i`ve got the only choice of feeling this intense fucking pain or sleeping my life away you can`t but help count out your fuckin` meds in the :su: box again and again and again and just wish SO SO WISH i had the courage to take it all -BUT BY THE VERY FUCKIN` NATURE OF THAT KIND OF MEDICATION I`D FEEL SO LUISCIOUSLY AT EASE AND NOT WANT TO DIE -HOWIE`S BOOK OF BASTARD SELF INFLICTING IRONY PG 666 -CHAPTER 13 . BASTARD BASTARD FUCKING BASTARD *CRIES* FUCK OFF WHY TAKE HER FROM IN THAT WAY WHY WHY FUCKING WHY THE ONLY THING I THINK I COULD EVER DARE TO FUCKING LOVE -I CAN`T DO IT LIKE THIS NO MORE....????????????????????????????