Back at the Mamma Duke's!
Havent written in here for awhile. Nothing changin around here really. Same old stuff. Been goin to Wiired mostly. Im ranked 10 now and I aint done makin my way up. I'll never be number one cuz I dont go as much as Jeff or Bao. But I'll be up there. Theres a big tournament on Saturday. People from the region are comin here. Gonna get halo shit goin and CS and madd other shit. Me and Sam's team is gonna win the CS shit tho. Sam has to be the best player in the region so we'll be good. Shit, CS is the only thing doing me good, I guess thats why Im playing so much. Shit, I miss my dog. When people tell me theyre sorry, I have to hold back tears soo bad. Thinkin about it dont make me cry but I think talkin about it does. Ive always been like that. Its so weird not havin a dog in your house. Whenever the doorbell rings I think I am gonna hear a bark and then I dont hear one. When I come in the door I expect to see Lady there waggin her tail but shes not. And so much more other shit but I aint gonna write about all that. I kinda regret not goin to the Vet tho to put her down. I dont know why I cant explain. Maybe because I just wanted to be there to see her go peacefully, maybe because I would have had more precious time with my baby. Oh well, I cant turn back time. But I was lucky enough to catch her in my dream last nite. I only saw her for probly 3 seconds but for them 3 seconds I was givin her kisses. Anyways, I have mad people IMing me right now so I basically forgot half the shit I wanted to say so I'll update tomorrow. Peace