A day I'll never forget
Havent updated in awhile. Guess there wasnt too much to update. Ive basically just been goin to Wiired. Nothing else to do really. Besides that, theres only a few things to mention. I dont know if I said this in the last entry but Ali and Johnna finally came over. That was fun. I chilled with Rob a couple times, went to the mall, to Mickey D's, Randy's to play Volleyball, etc. Last nite Jeremy had like 3 FULL BAGS of golf balls that he stole from the Driving Range. So me him and his friend Mike went back to the course and were shootin some off. That was pretty lush but we kept losing the tees since it was so dark. We had a flash light but still didnt make too much of a difference. Then we ran up to the hole and Jer shat and pissed in it lmao. I was dying man. Anyways, I got Lunch 2 Period 6 so of you got it, holla at me and come sit with me cuz right about now Im sittin by myself lol. I went to bed at like 4:30 and woke up when my mom came. Shes always so loud. So she told me that she was gonna put the dog to sleep today. Thats the third time she changed her mind. She said she was gettin a lot worse so it wouldnt be fair to keep her alive. But, I dont think its fair to put her to sleep and she not knowin whats about to happen. So she said that we were takin her at 12. We didnt get to the house until 11:30 and every minute I was there I was with her. I was just kissin her and holding her paw the whole time. I talked to her alot. I told her that she should know that shes gonna go to the Vet so they can put you to sleep. Right after I said that, she put her head on my hand almost like she understood what I said. That half hour went by soo fast. Mom finally came down and said it was time. We had to help Lady into the car cuz she can barely jump. I didnt want to go. I can barely take it when I see dogs in movies die so I dont think Id be able to handle watchin my dog die. So I just sat in the car for another 5 minutes and kissed her sooo many times. I told her I loved her sooo much. I finally said goodbye. I watched the car go all the way down the street. And that was and will be the last time I see her. Im sorry Id rather have my last memory with my dog be when she was living more than her being dead. So here I am now, I dont feel much of anything to tell you the truth. I guess I havent accepted it. Man even when the doorbell rang today, I got ready to hold Lady back from whoever was at the door but then I remembered shes gone. Shes gone forever. Im never gonna see her again, thats so amazing. All I wanna do is have one last minute with Lady and tell her I love her again and kiss her again. But thats not gonna happen. Im gonna miss her soo much. Im gonna think about her everyday. Lady Sophia I love you so much. You dont even know how much I love you. Your in a better place now with no suffering. Lady, I miss you sooo much. Hopefully one day, I'll see you again and we can cuddle and I'll pet you under your ear where you like it the most. Lady your the best dog I could ever ask for. I love you Lady Sophia, be at peace.