Nov 21, 2004 18:21
so then...
lots of my friends are apparently pissed at me becase of what happened between michael and myself. i guess its because i was so happy with michael and now he is so sad with out me.
hi??
sorry... i thought doing something that would make me happy would make my friends glad for me, not pissed. just because being with michael has been an awsome experience, and helped me progress dramatically through my depression doesn't mean that i should be with him for forever. i would like it if we weren't apart forever, but i do know that right now we should be apart for a while.
its pissing me off a little that one of my friends in particular is mad at me because i'm not with michael. she told me i should at least fuck him. what the hell is that? i cut off our relationship for a while because i needed to be apart to figure out stuff, so how is having sex with him going to fix shit?