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on one part, i am regretful that i was unsuccesful. On the other, I am sort of happy. My family was really there for me, and luckily for me, did not get angry... but other people did. That one sort of hurt. Well, I don't even know why I did this.. well, I do, but no one ever will, cause of course, I'll get critisized for it. I'm gonna go help my sister shave my dog, Merlin, then I am gonna try and leave the hosue with my sister. I feel so trapped here.. the minute I get back, I'm already upset. I hate the fact that... fuck. I'm not starting this all over again, am I? lol. no. Merlin's razor's a callin.