Not Even Joking, Not Happy
I am so fucking tired of these stupid ass allergies, these unrelenting, punk-ass bitching allergies that i've fucking had every single day for the past 6 weeks. I'm tired of not being able to breath right, i'm tired of having to constantly carry around a stock of fucking kleenex cuz my nose is either plugged or running, i'm tired of coughing of sneezing. I'm tired of having this stupid, horrible as fuck skin that is constantly dry, sometimes even to the point of bleeding. I'm tired of feeling like a freak because it feels like the skin is being pulled tight over my face so that it hurts to show any sort of expression. I'm tired of fucking vaseline and chapstick caked on and makin me feel grimy as fuck. and people telling me i'm ashy. the fuck!? i know i'm ashy but most most lotions hurt and the one that does work again makes me feel grimy as fuck cuz it sits on my skin like grease. just shit! and it gets worse every year. Human unnatural selection = not good for everything