thanksgiving
I am so happy to have gotten the chance to hang out with my real brother last night. He is my only bloodline brother and we have so much in common. Now that the two of us are grown into men; we look alike, we think alike, we have the same fucked up body hair patterns, we have the same drive in life. I have not felt this real sense of family before. I want virginia to meet him and i think we are going to make that work in las vegas. Either that or i am going to bring her out to d.c. to meet him.
I go to see virginia today in sacto and spend some time down there. I am sad that i am not going to be in portland since there is so much going on. People are driving down from canada, people are flying in convienently on the dates i am going to be gone to visit new lovers, my friends are all getting together to hang out. But i get to spend the weekend with my girl and that makes it all worth it.
I have missed the last few shows, i wish that i would have went to embrace today but i did not want to deal with any possible drama. I am also going to miss the warriors show here in portland saturday. I think that show might be in sacto sunday so i might be going to that.
Over all i am really stressed, kind of depressed but still pressing on because i know i am going to achieve my goals.
Things i am thankful for that help me get over depression
1. virginia
2. my friends
3. hardcore
4. my band
those 4 things are so damn important to me.
I go to see virginia today in sacto and spend some time down there. I am sad that i am not going to be in portland since there is so much going on. People are driving down from canada, people are flying in convienently on the dates i am going to be gone to visit new lovers, my friends are all getting together to hang out. But i get to spend the weekend with my girl and that makes it all worth it.
I have missed the last few shows, i wish that i would have went to embrace today but i did not want to deal with any possible drama. I am also going to miss the warriors show here in portland saturday. I think that show might be in sacto sunday so i might be going to that.
Over all i am really stressed, kind of depressed but still pressing on because i know i am going to achieve my goals.
Things i am thankful for that help me get over depression
1. virginia
2. my friends
3. hardcore
4. my band
those 4 things are so damn important to me.