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Well I am currently in Tulsa, Oklahoma. I came out here to see my cousin and just get away for a little bit. It's pretty cool out here. His roommates are really awesome too! Well I already know ruben, but Nick and his gf Jess are awesome. However, there have been some awkard moments. . .just because i have a history sort of with Ruben. But, that is water under the bridge. I've realized that everytime I get confused about life i just get on here and read my old entries and laugh at myself. I laugh a lot. It also helps me think about whats going on. I'm still with Drew. We're good. . . most of the times. We're on a rough patch and I don't know if things are going to calm down. But, sometimes I just do not know anymore. I know he feels the same way. I'm kinda ready to get home. I just want to hang out with Kayla. I'm so excited for her going to school in the haute next semester. I'll have my best friend back. I know when life gets tough she is always there for me. Life gets tough a lot more lately than before. Maybe that just comes with the growing up thing. I've been talking to someone a lot here lately. I'm not going to lie. He makes me smile and laugh. But, we're just friends and our talking is harmless. I'm just so ..... ahhhhh. (That was me screaming on the inside) I need to run again . . . that always made me feel better, but who am I kidding. Ha. Well I'm going to attempt to get some sleep, but its probably not likely. All in all, life is good. I could have more to complain about. So I am thankful for everything I have. Later days.