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I like how..
When you do searches on molestation it's either about girls getting molested by men or boys or boys getting molested by men. You especially hardly ever find anything about boys getting molested by girls whom are still young themselves.
For all of my friends who don't know.
Yes..it did happen to me..when I was really young..pre-school/kindergarten age.
I don't blame the person who did it..because even til this day she's on disability because of her emotional disorders..thanks to a fucked up childhood. I blame whoever started the cycle (which I don't know who it was). I don't blame that 10-11 year old person that was close to me for doing something she didn't realize would effect me even into adulthood. I forgive them for making that mistake.
I want to be seen equally..I want to be a fucking SURVIVOR..not a weak victim. I want people's empathy not their sympathy, I want their understanding and support..not their pity. I want to be heard and accepted. I am NOT weak..or less of a man.
I'm tired of society's bullshit. I feel like I get punished constantly for something that wasn't my fault, and that I get blamed for it because I couldn't take it in stride. Well..FUCK THAT.
UGH!
267745623@#$#@$%^^&**((%$@#%
~deep breath~
that is all..thank you.
When you do searches on molestation it's either about girls getting molested by men or boys or boys getting molested by men. You especially hardly ever find anything about boys getting molested by girls whom are still young themselves.
For all of my friends who don't know.
Yes..it did happen to me..when I was really young..pre-school/kindergarten age.
I don't blame the person who did it..because even til this day she's on disability because of her emotional disorders..thanks to a fucked up childhood. I blame whoever started the cycle (which I don't know who it was). I don't blame that 10-11 year old person that was close to me for doing something she didn't realize would effect me even into adulthood. I forgive them for making that mistake.
I want to be seen equally..I want to be a fucking SURVIVOR..not a weak victim. I want people's empathy not their sympathy, I want their understanding and support..not their pity. I want to be heard and accepted. I am NOT weak..or less of a man.
I'm tired of society's bullshit. I feel like I get punished constantly for something that wasn't my fault, and that I get blamed for it because I couldn't take it in stride. Well..FUCK THAT.
UGH!
267745623@#$#@$%^^&**((%$@#%
~deep breath~
that is all..thank you.