i so so so sry people
i have been doing some thing, and have been to bessy to write on here so i am so very sry, and i have not been able to see the love of my life for like 2 weeks! and i dont know if i can withstand any more of this hell! i mess her so very much! and she thinks that i am advoiding her, by leaving the internet on and not answering her ims..so that is not at all TRUE! i have been eather doing kern learn or i have been playing my game. and what can i say sit around and be board? or not think about it and play a game?..baby please realize that i care and love you so very much and am not trying to avoid you! love always matt!