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hey ppl...its been a while since i've updated, yes i know. I've had a weird weekend, well actually it was awesome, in a way, but i just didn't get some of the things i wanted out of it. i'm 16 now..oh what a thrill.i left friday for roanoke, and before i did leave, i got my present from dery and it was the cutest EVER!..god love his heart. lol. after that when we got in roanoke, we went out with some old friends, my mom's friend tara and her son chase, my good friend, and his good friend josh...which he is a crazy pervert.nothing more said. we ate at a mexican restaurant,and this mexican idiot was like in love with me, and they all sang to me and that one mexican fed me a big a** cherry.i've never been fed a cherry before, it was a little ockward.yea. anyways, after that we went to my grandma's house,and slept, i talked to derek for maybe 10 minutes that night. saturday i got up, went and got my hair done, and then i got a surprise party. it was cool i guess, there were like 700 ppl there.lol, j/k. but seriously, then i went fourwheelin that night, and it was awesome!...i aint had that much fun in a while!..kyle was just showin off for ole WOODY!..it was cool. then we went in, watched some movies and ate,we watched napolean dynomite, and that is the most retarded movie i've ever watched. then i went to bed, called derek and talked to him for like 30 or 40 minutes, and then fell asleep. sunday, we got up, left, went to the mall, shopped, ate, and then i came back home. only one catch, i went out with this guy sunday night, gosh he's so cute!..he took me to wal mart, and g2k or something,lol, and we ate at Monterrey's..and went to his house. god love derek's little heart. he knows he means a lot to me, it just bothers me cus i feel like i dont know how he feels..truly..but i dunno, he knows that i like him a lot, but he's mean.i wished there was something i could do to get more out of him, i feel like i'm doin something wrong. i mean everything is fine, i just feel like he dont wanna be around or something..maybe its just cus i'm paranoid or something. i dont know maybe i just like him too much. god, it could be a bunch of stuff, i just thought i'd let yal know.i'm fallin. real bad. i cant really stand being away from him. at all, but then, i'll invade his privacy. shew lord. what do yal think?..maybe i'm losing my mind.who knows. but thats all i'm gonna write for now, derek plz dont think i'm mad at you, i just like you so much, its not even funny. you have no idea. but thats all for now guys. take care
much love
BOBBIE JO*
much love
BOBBIE JO*