my life now.
so i glanced over a few of my past entries. all i do is bitch on this thing- it's kinda sad and not representative of me in any way. i actually think i have a wonderful life. yeah, i said it. wonderful. to the point where i feel like i'm in a dream. or if i found out i had terminal cancer, i wouldn't be so sad about it. because i feel like i had a pretty darn good life. except, i would be sad if i never got to have kids. that would be sad.