Oh, I am so glad.

[bobbi_k]

Fill your days with smiles
fill your nights with all the happiness in the world
all my hopes you took
and swallowed whole
hopeless crumbled up
just keep smiling
because love is only love
all I need is my darkness
and my silence
my grim oblique outlook
which proves only to frighten
broken
left to pick up your pieces
take your happiness
and shove it up your ass
I'm so glad for you
as I cry
as I bleed
as I try to hold on
I'm so glad for you
because you're living our life
so let me cry
let me bleed
let me let go
I'd rather hit the bottom
agian and agian
than stare at our happiness
as a spark
between the two of you.
I'm so glad for you
as you thrust the dagger deeper
these are tears of joy
not tears of pain
for the heart that no longer beats
or the blood soaked skin
that once longed for touch
and now longs for nothing
but the sweet sharp touch
of this blade and this blood.