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[bobbi_k]

Trying to forget
Trying to remember
How can I love you?
How can I not?
Who do I write for?
What is this thing that I've become?
I sit alone.
Alone.
I live alone.
Alone.
I am alone.
Alone.
Forever alone.
Alone.
Words are spoken at me
I smile and pretend to understand
Thoughts are thrown to me
I nod and pretend to listen
Friendly smiles and friendly nods
are handed back to me
But your friendly look
tells me that I am
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
No home.
No Love.
Nothing left but failing studies
and traded ideals
for what?
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
I'd like to fade away
I'll simply drift away
and you can forget me
and I'll be all alone.
Alone.