Feb 10, 2010 18:56
Okay so Jeremy turned out to be so Christian that he literally couldn't handle me and pretty much dismissed the fact that we got a long super well and had *ahem* really good sexual chemistry. Whatever, he's cool. Too cool. Like the Swede, told me straight up and doesn't make things awkward when I talk to/see him. I gotta stop meeting such nice men. It's driving me INSANE.
On the same topic but not really, Hudson's TOTALLY digging me and I SO just wanna be friends. It fucking sucks because I get along with him really well and I feel really comfortable with him but I DON'T like him. It's fwustwating... it's fwustwaiting...
Again on the same topic but not even close to what's been written above, I'm totally digging Dakota and he's seemingly digging me too but fuck, it's kinda going no where. I mean I like that things are like whatever but since everything's been kinda coming together lately, I want to keep "goal-achieving" I guess. I don't know. He had a weird dream about me last night. Apparently we were going to go to Las Vegas but had to go to Colorado first but then he didn't want to leave and I got all mad. Haha how cute, he dreams about me =P
Anyway, back to Jeremy... I'm going to his friend's band's show tonight which I'm pretty stoked about. Since it's isn't his band, he'll be playing bass vs. lead vocals and guitar. Jazzy's coming with me, we're gonna get our drink on. WOO!