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Regret is the hardest
Each day I am filled with disgust. I need help. I need to get away from that which causes me pain
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More goals
1.nest egg of 150,000,000
2.create my navigation ui
3.invest to create the ability for me to purchase 25 properties 1 in Miami, 1 in Tokyo Japan, 1 in San Diego, 1 in Prague, 1 in Berlin, 1 in Amsterdam, 1 in morocco, 1 in Honolulu , 1 in Paris, 1 in Mozambique and the other 15 will be commercial property.
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the first
the first is a bittersweet symphony of lies portrayed by those that arent truly in agreement with what they signed up for ( Read more... ) -
visions
in this disingenuous state that we face called our daily life we have come to be recognized as creatures that habitually create the same set of circumstances and are absorbed in the efficacy, and of their consequence ( Read more... ) -
life
COMING BACK FROM A MUCH NEEDED VACATION HAS GIVEN ME TIME TO REFLECT ON WHY I TOOK THE VACATION IN THE FIRST PLACE. COMING INTO WORK AND HAVING PEOPLE DO SOMETHING THAT YOU WOULD THINK A NORMAL PERSON WOULDNT DO BECAUSE THEY HAVE SOME SORT OF COMMON SENSE. ALSO REMINDING MYSELF OF THE DEGRADATION OF SOCIETY WITH EACH PASSING CUSTOMER.. ESPECIALLY ( Read more... ) -
drilled dry
you dropped a bomb a fire now set. you created a precedent. dedicated to greed. peel back all the layers. see through your bullshit lies. you prepare facades to make you. the invisible god the one that breaks you. go forth in ingorance. -
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The time has come to make things happen with music and every other aspect of life -
Hmm
Sometimes feeling overwhelmed is all I feel I have to remove myself from the situation recollect myself and prepare for the future and sometimes I have to let negative things go because I must live for today because we aren't promised tomorrow......
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the day of change
the decision for change is upon me. I have for countless years devoted my life to making other people happy by being a wage slave. I can create a job for myself I have to though first reach total clarity. I must rid my body of all hate fear and replace it with passion and drive. I will be the 1% not the 99 complaining about everything. -
why
why even try if the people in my life are just satisfied with mediocrity. why give a shit i might as well work part time... and not give a shit either just because its easier to not know than it is to know.........what the fuck is going on and the few people i have left as friends play too many games.... i need you now without have to question why ( Read more... )