Just make it to the weekend...
I feel down.
People would say that I shouldn't.
I feel pointless again.
I am not working. I am not planning my gap year. I am wasting time. I am wasting a part of my life I will never be able to live again.
Give me a reason to be...
Today I met Anna and gave Charlie his friendship bracelet. I then bought things I needed and felt guilty for spending money. I then worked for a couple of hours in Cissy Mo and Mark offered me more work. I don't know whether I want to accept though. I think I am going to call Amex and some banks tomorrow to try and get work that I will find intellectually stimulating.
I need to do something.
People would say that I shouldn't.
I feel pointless again.
I am not working. I am not planning my gap year. I am wasting time. I am wasting a part of my life I will never be able to live again.
Give me a reason to be...
Today I met Anna and gave Charlie his friendship bracelet. I then bought things I needed and felt guilty for spending money. I then worked for a couple of hours in Cissy Mo and Mark offered me more work. I don't know whether I want to accept though. I think I am going to call Amex and some banks tomorrow to try and get work that I will find intellectually stimulating.
I need to do something.