Weeellll what a week.
Well the services were on 01/11 for Heather. I had maintained pretty good since she died, but I felt myself starting to loss control of things at the grave side services. I just stood there after everyone else had left, not really believing that she was gone. A ton of people were there for the services and the "afters". It was at the "afters' when they started a slide show of old photos of Heather with music that I lost control. The first show they used the version of the Somewhere over the Rainbow that was used in the the movie 50 First Dates. The music started up with her photos and me seeing them and her Dad and I just started to cry, and cry and I could not stop. It was a good thing I was far in the back and did not disturb anyone. I went back to work after and found that I was the only one who did. I just sat in my office next to her's and cried off and on until I was able to pull myself together in time for the only appointment I had set for that day. God it was an emotional day.