Nov 20, 2004 09:35
Ok, so I'm not going to make this entry a friends only entry because I feel like this is kind of important.
So last night, I was driving home. I was really tired.
I can't believe this happened to me. I fell asleep at the wheel and hit someone going almost 50 miles an hour.
Not an actual person, a big ass truck. A Ford F150. These people were from Natchez.
I hurt some girl's knee. I think my body, however, is still in shock from last night.
I don't want to believe this happened to me.
I totaled my car. I don't have a car anymore.
I'm really sad that I hurt the girl. I'm upset with myself that I let this happen.
I'm hurt in a lot of places. I have to go to the doctor today. I didn't want to go to the hospital last night.
I'm in a lot of pain today. Oh my God. I was unconscious until the police got to the place and pried open my door.
Why did they have to pry open to door?
Because it wouldn't open like it should have.
Jesus Christ. I'm so fucking upset with myself. My parents aren't angry, I don't think, I think they're just happy that I'm alive.
If you would have seen the car, you would have wondered how I was alive too.
The whole front end is smashed in. It's like a compact car now.
I don't know what to do with myself now.
Well, just letting everyone know.
~Rachel