My head is throbbing from thinking too much
This whole college thing is starting to get to me.
I mean, I'm going to apply to all the colleges I want to go to, but I think I'm going to end up going to J.C. to do the college required classes first anyway.
Still, I don't want to write all these damn essays and what not. It's a bunch of bullshit.
I don't want to be on the coast longer than I have to, but it looks as though I might be around an extra two years. I know I'm thrilled.
Colleges I have applications for:
1. University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill
2. Savannah College of Art and Design (I'm applying anyway)
3. MGCCC
4. Watkins College of Art and Design
5. MSU
6. University of the Arts (In Pennsylvania)
I think I have more, but I don't remember them.
I'm so confused, I don't know what to do.
What am I going to do.
I'm freaking out.
I need a day off.
Or like a vacation. A mental vacation.
Senior-ness isn't as great as everyone makes it out to be.
Oh wait, I have 2 classes. That IS great.
But .... I have other things I have to do. Like ... work, and study for US Government because Coach Whiddon doesn't really teach.
Plus doing the whole scholarship thing, and look for more colleges to apply for, so that I can write more essays and so on.
So I have to write essays for scholarships and college applications. I see what English is for now.
What they have prepared us for, I have not prepared myself for.
I do not work well under pressure.
Actually, I do, but .... it makes more sense for me to freak out, and whatnot, than to just be calm about it all.
I mean, if you think about it, we don't have that much time before we have to turn in all this shit and stuff, but yeah.
I don't know what I'm talking about anymore.
Rant.
That was put under an LJ cut for a reason.......
I mean, I'm going to apply to all the colleges I want to go to, but I think I'm going to end up going to J.C. to do the college required classes first anyway.
Still, I don't want to write all these damn essays and what not. It's a bunch of bullshit.
I don't want to be on the coast longer than I have to, but it looks as though I might be around an extra two years. I know I'm thrilled.
Colleges I have applications for:
1. University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill
2. Savannah College of Art and Design (I'm applying anyway)
3. MGCCC
4. Watkins College of Art and Design
5. MSU
6. University of the Arts (In Pennsylvania)
I think I have more, but I don't remember them.
I'm so confused, I don't know what to do.
What am I going to do.
I'm freaking out.
I need a day off.
Or like a vacation. A mental vacation.
Senior-ness isn't as great as everyone makes it out to be.
Oh wait, I have 2 classes. That IS great.
But .... I have other things I have to do. Like ... work, and study for US Government because Coach Whiddon doesn't really teach.
Plus doing the whole scholarship thing, and look for more colleges to apply for, so that I can write more essays and so on.
So I have to write essays for scholarships and college applications. I see what English is for now.
What they have prepared us for, I have not prepared myself for.
I do not work well under pressure.
Actually, I do, but .... it makes more sense for me to freak out, and whatnot, than to just be calm about it all.
I mean, if you think about it, we don't have that much time before we have to turn in all this shit and stuff, but yeah.
I don't know what I'm talking about anymore.
Rant.
That was put under an LJ cut for a reason.......