Mar 26, 2004 19:56
I believe in you so much
I would die for the words that you say.
Anyway, Clayton called me today and said that we have a gig on May 1st. Problem.
We have .....
1. no lyrics
2. no music
3. no members besides us two in the damn band
In other words, we have to get a fucking move on it if we're gonna be ready by May 1st. That and I need to learn how to sing and be able to do it in front of people with out dying on stage. Oh yes. That could be a problem.
It could be like acting, I could pretend to be someone else, but I'm sure people I know will be out there, mainly because I will invite them there, but I can still kinda pretend to be someone else. Right?
SAT IS TOMORROW!!!! *screams and runs around the room*
I'm going to die.
I don't know what I'm going to do about myself anymore. I question so much, but yet I can never find the answers.
I have writer's block, and I'm torn in two. I have a choice to become a director or a writer. I don't know which I should do.
Technically, I could do both, but I want to only go to college for one, because my family can only afford .... one.
I can't go to Nashville and do Film and go to Oxford and do Creative Writing at the same time. Maybe I can be a journalist with Lindsey; however, I would only do photo journalism. Yes. It would be magnificent. I think so, at least .
Good god, I'm so confused. I can't talk to anyone about it, because no one is home. Lindsey is at Katie's house, Tyler is at the store, Justin is at Cafe T & T, Jessica is at work, and Lauren is with Joe. Lauren would say "do what you want would make you happy" anyway.
I need someone to help me figure out my life for me. That would be nice. My own personal assistant for everyday life situations. That would totally be a marvelous idea. Maybe I should hire someone to do it for me. Any takers?
~Rachel